Lush Meadows

7

Spades POV

" Why do you keep ignoring me! " My mate asks for the forth time today. It pains me to see her distressed and upset. It really does. But there is nothing I can do. I mad my mistake by marking her without permission and unfortunately, we both have to pay the price. Its not like I want to, it's hurting me just as much as she. But I fucked up. And I don't want to end up raping her. What kind of mate forces that upon their other half? I simply won't do it. So i'm taking the other route.

" Spade please. " she whimpers and I turn around sighing.

"Amarilys I'm not. " her eyebrows crease downwards and I see the hurt and agnst in her eyes. My wolf growls at me for making our mate upset.

" Yes you are. Did I do something wrong? Was it something I said for my mate to not want me anymore? Spade please tell me whats wrong. I can fix it. " She's on the verge of tears by now and the guilt is just digging depper and deeper into my soul. How could I hurt her like this?

" Spade stop. " My wolf snaps.

" Can you not see how much we are hurting her? She thinks we don't want her. "

I look at my angel standing infront of me all teary eyed and I pick her up by her waist and she wraps her legs around me. My anger is flodding off of me in waves. I'm so stupid. The least I wanted to do was make her feel unwanted. I want her more than anything. No. I need her more than anything. Shes my queen. My other half, my baby. I feel my eyes start to tint.

" Don't ever think I don't want you. " I say walking into the forest infront of my house.

" Then why have you been avoiding me? " She askes pouting sadly. My mate is beautiful. I sigh putting her down now in the middle of the forest.

I look at her and remove a strand from her face. I rub my thumb over the soft skin on her cheek. She closes her eyes and leans into my touch making my wolf purr in satisfaction.

" When I marked you I was afraid I would hurt you. " I said looking into her beautiful green eyes.

" How? " she asks breathless.

" Well.. I was afraid that I would loose control if we had made out. I didnt wanna end up raping you. Then you would never forgive me. So I decided to just give you some space for a while. " I continue.

" Also, I marked you without permission. Amarilys I never felt so much guilt in my life baby. I thought you would be angry with me. " Just the thought of Amarilys being mad at me and never talking to me makes my wolf whimper. She must have notciced my sadness and put her arms around my neck bringing me down to her soft lips.

As soon as her lips touched mine, I felt electricity run through my body. Burts of happines and buttetflies making their way into my stomach. The way our lips molded together and moved in sync made my wolf ecstatic. I pushed her against the tree behind her and picked up her legs removing my lips from hers and making butterfly kisses down her throat. Her moans filling the air as I do it, making my pants just a bit tighter. She pushes my face awat from my neck and I frown and look at her. Her emerald eyes just a little darker from the last I looked into them.

She bites her swollen pink lip and starts kissing my neck. I groan at her aggression and put my head into the crook of her neck smelling het sweet scent. Her hands move down onto my chest while her tongue is working wonders on the spot below my ear. She knows thats my weakest spot.

I growl when she puts her hands into my shirt scraping her long blood red nails on my skin. I open her legs wider pressing onto her core. She moans loudly causing a rumble to form in my chest. She puts her hand on my hard member and feels it. I grip her waist harder and press onto her. I moan into her hair and put my hand on her thigh. If it wasn't for the current situation we were in, I would be scolding her for wearing such short shorts. But I wasn't worried about that now.

I raise my hand higher on her thigh and into her shorts feeling her satin underwear. I press my fingers onto her core and feel her wetness. It makes me growl loudly knowing how ready she was. But I stop myself. Knowing she's a virgin. I pull my hand out of her shorts putting her down quickly. I back away from her and look at her hungrily. Im sure my eyes are as dark as night by now. Her swollen pink lips and red marks making a trail down her neck to her throat. I picture her screaming under me with sweat dripping down her forehead while I pound into her, making her forget her name because she'll be too busy screaming mine. I grind my teeth together growling lowly.

I need to get away from her. Now.

" Im sorry. I just can't do this. Amarilys, I can't hurt you baby. You're not ready. " I say sadly looking at her puzzled face.

" Thats why I've been avoiding you. "

" Spade please don't avoid me anymore. " she says hastily waking towards me.

" I wont baby, I swear but... We can't do things like this until you know. " I back away from her.

" okay but where are you going? "

" Just for a run princess. I'll be back. Do me a favor and go into the house. I don't want you in the woods alone with the rouge running around. " I say looking at her worried face.

" Okay. " She lookes down and turns to walk away but I turn her around and kiss her forehead. She looks up at me smiling sadly and walks out of the forest. I watch her from a distance to make sure she walks into the house safelty. After she closes the door, I take off my clothes and my hard member slaps my stomach. I look at myself and sigh.

We need a cold shower. My wolf says and I agree with him. And with that, I shift and run off to the nearest river.

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Okay guys so that wasn't very long but yeahhh guys. Thats it lol.

And sorry for taking so long to update. I had writers block. >~