the cracked soul

the starting of it all

I bet you that you want to know what happened. And how i ended up where i am, but there is more than what you think. So i will start at the very beginning  before i met this group of people, starting with my parents. So this starts when my mom left my dad and he became an alchoholic and was really stressed. This starts whith me at the age of 14 when i was sitting in my room and i was playing my music so i didnt have to here him yell at my mom. I heard a door slam and then my dad came in and picked me up and threw me off my bed and was blaming me for what happened with him and my mom and started punching me in the stomach and when he was done he spit on me and left.As i laid there i thought about the life i could be living. The life where my parents where together and always happy and had lots of money and let me do whatever I wanted and all I did is just laid there and wished that this life i was in now was a dream that it would be better when I woke up but, it wasnt a dream this was reality and this was all real and that perfect life is just a long lost dream. Weeks after all that torture it ended up happening at school because I had no freinds and I was the poorest kid at the school. And I didnt fit in at all so I was  always picked on by the jocks. they where the richest ones there and there names where Vincent, Darek, and Travis. Vincent was there leader so anything he says goes for the other two and most of the school. And it started when they passed by me one day and made me there target. I didnt have any classes with them because they where older but, i did have lunch at the same time as them. and lunch is when it started with me sitting at an empty table, and Vincent, darek, and Travis started coming over. And at first they acted freindly and they must have seen the fear in my eyes because they got mean and nasty and started messing with my hair and flinging food at me. And then they smashed my face in my food and left laughing.