Dear Diary, it's me.

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IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE READ!!!!!!

HII!!! New episode was AWESOME!! This is a small chapter that I thought of an hour ago.

Also I have a new account and I will be moving all my writing there! I won't delete anything until everything is copied onto there. I also might not give the account until everything is ready, but I might if I think it would be nice.

Clue!! The information of what I'm doing is in the bio and the username has something about Remus cause he is a Queen!!

SPOILER WARNING!!!!! NEW VIDEO!!

Dear Diary, it's me.
          You probably guessed that already though.

Everythings hectic, I love and missed it, but it's not the good kind. I wasn't apart of Thomas' latest video but I helped him edit and when it was done... I acually understood why everythings off. Everyone's screwing up. Dee- Janus seemed himself which I think is good to see him like that again. Patton was just attacked on all levels (pun sort of intended - cause of the video? Nevermind-). And Roman messed up. I know he hates the darksides, he was the one who came up with the name but he can't keep doing and saying things that then makes him feel more insecure. I'm not holding it above his head cause we've all messed up.

And my mistake this time around?

I fell in love with Remus. Again.

Like how?! His nature goes against everything I stand by. Anxiety. I don't understand it. Remus is Intrusive Thoughts and Creativity. Intrusive Thoughts and Anxiety are a no. But Creativity and Anxiety is apparently a yes! It was probably Thomas or Roman doing this. I mean we all know that most darksides are shameless flirts because Thomas thinks Villians (or Bad guys in movies) are hot. I mean I don't get it, but I do in a way? Have you seen Loki? You're a book so no but your bascially also future me so you have? Have you? Nevermind. So you see Loki then you look at Remus and it isn't surprising I like the two. Loki is also a character from a movie-- Never mind!

Remus. Remus is what I wanted to talk about. Since he showed up in the last Sander Sides and Logan forced us to understand Remus, my crush on him came back! Yayy... But it's worse. I'm a lightside now, I'm less heightened and Remus seems to keep getting more ideas that make me freak a bit, but thanks to Logan, I understand the thoughts and just want the crush to stop!!

It's not going to work out and I know it!

But he's still as hot as he used to be, maybe even hotter! He's updated his make up that just - I don't know the word for it, but just wow. His outfit is just a more evil-looking version of Roman's which is cool cause I acually like Roman's outfit.

Don't judge me. It's a nice outfit and the fanders seemed to catch me liking the outfit and thinking it was me checking him out. As if. He's okay, just not my type. I seem to like villainous people obviously. I could be the cause for Thomas liking the villainous characters in movies? Damn.

Second time I've liked Remus. Must mean something right?

Maybe that he's my type? How is he my type if he scares me sometimes? Is that what I like about him? The danger?

I probably should have planned this out before acually writing this because it's all over the place.

Moral of the story:
Fanders are freaking out.
Us as sides are freaking out.
And I love Remus. LIKE. I like him. Shit.

Goodbye Diary... I think? Write you later.

-Virge.

Dear Virgil's Diary,
          That was a crazy day! Ha, it was funny seeing Roman glare at Janus for the rest of the week. But here's the shocking thing: I didn't know my little emo had a crush on me when he was a darkside! If only I knew somehow~ Aw all the little smirks and giggles that I always found adorable. You know, when Virgey left, I did use to think about kidnapping and dragging him back to the darksides but then Roman told me the progress they all had been through, I thought against it. Me? Thinking the opposite of going a bad thing? Surprising, I know.

Then, POW!! I popped up in a video one day and it was really nerve-wrecking (for the others). Seeing my little bean in purple was definitely something aswell. I knew I pushed his limit during the video as well. I didn't mean to scare him -let him know if he ever finds this ;p -.

Anyway!! Dear Virgil's Diary, just letting you know. I love my little anxious boyfriend! And for your information, we work out perfectly. He keeps me sane and I keep him on edge!

Goodbye!!
- Remus~!

Remus, if you see this little message- stop reading my old diaries!

Please~ I've read them all thrice. And the other 2 books! Love you, bug xx

Dear my Diary,
I love Remus too.
xx

You sap. xx

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