"Yet" she replies smiling. I really hope she is gonna find a boyfriend or a girlfriend cause to be honest she has been single for a very long time and somebody that would treat her very good,like Tayler or i dont know maybe Madi since they are filming that Brat series together and seem kinda close.And i could take my mind off the fact that Dixie looks absolutely perfect.On the outside but mostly on the inside.Her personality proves me that good and caring people still exist and the world isnt really that bad.I dont know where i would be without her right now to be honest.Wait Addison what are you thinking? SHE IS YOUR BEST FUCKING FRIEND AND YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND THAT YOU ACTUALLY LOVE.right? Why do i even have to question myself this? Of course i do.
"Addison you either tell me what the fuck is happening to you either i will have to find out by myself but that isnt such a nice thing is it?" Dixie says snapping me out of my thoughts.Fuck. Well thats a disvantage of having a best friend that knows you better than you know yourself:she knows when something is off and will do everything to find out what.
"Bruh Dix nothing is wrong.Just im just.Im so grateful" "For what? I mean i know for what but i wanna hear your answer" Dixie replies smiling and grabbing my hand as a sign that i can trust her.Funny how after 2 years i still have to be encouraged.
"A lot of things.Tony,my career,my parents but there is one thats very special." i reply and a big smile a ppears on my face."You"
She blushes a little and a little tear comes down her cheek.Shit.What did i say? Dixie never cries.
"Hey Dix.Dixie look at me" i say changing my tone into a more serious one.
She doesnt say a thing just looks into my eyes and i can see a spark into her eyes as i rest my forehead on hers. After some good seconds she looks in my eyes. "Why are you crying?" " i guess the though girl gets emotional sometimes as well...." she replies as she pulls me into a hug "I love you" i hear her whisper in my ear. "I love you more" i replied as the feris wheel was arriving down. "Come on i wanna show you something..." She doesnt wait for me to approve or anything just grabs my hand and guides me to a spot "Wait close your eyes" says Dixie and then she continues guiding me slowly and carefully. "And now you can open them!" my best friend shouts.Wow.Thats all i could say. W o w. "Dixie this is beautiful.Thank you so much.I love you more than words could ever describe and i wouldnt want anybody as my best friend.Ever."
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(this is how it looked) To be honest it was the best thing somebody has ever done for me and i was feeling so bad that i couldnt show her how much i appreciate it.
I kiss her cheek and go hop on the blankets since it was getting kind of cold outside. "Are you comin or what?" i asked already changing into the comfy hoodie i brought.Well her hoodie actually i always stole them.They smelled like her. You might ask: in 2 years of friendship didnt i feel anything for her? The answer to this question is a big yes.Yes i did. Last year,for 4 months i was completly in love with her and did my best to hide it.Of course we kissed before.A lot of times but only one time it felt....i dont know how to explain it.Good? I dont really know and i dont wanna think about it. We were never together tho cause Tony came in the picture and i fell for him.Big time.I slowly started to forget about all my feelings for her but tonight they all came back like a bOoMeRaNg(sorry i had too). WAIT ADDISON WHAT? WHAT DID YOU DRINK? WHY ARE YOU THINKING LIKE THAT? ITS COMPLETLY WRONG THE HELL. I was snapped out of my thoughts my Dixie getting under the blankets.After a bit she asks: "You want me to be the big spoon or you wanna call it shotgun tonight?" I giggle and reply. "We're doing whatever you wanna do" "I wanna be the big spoon" "Then i will let you be the big spoon" a big idiot smile plants on my face and for a few minutes we just sit here,cuddled.In silence. "So Addison.How's the singing thing going?" Dixie asks "I heard we are gonna sing a duet again.everybody's gonna love it" "Yep! im so excited.Actually i brought the guitar...Do you wanna sing something maybe?" "Sure! lets go!" i reply and wait for her to bring the guitar. "So.What are we singing first?" "Hm..what about 'that way'?" "Our song!!" she excitedly shouts and starts playing the guitar slowly
I open my mouth and start whispering the first words.
🎶Run me in circles Like you always do Mess with me on purpose So I'll hang onto you🎶
Soon enough Dixie joins as well and all the beach seems now lighten up by our voices meeting.
🎶We say we're friends But I'm catching you across the room It makes no sense 'Cause we're fighting over what we do And there's no way That I'll end up being with you But friends don't look at friends that way Friends don't look at friends that way🎶 We shout as we finish singing it.It was...intense.Now our faces are just inches apart and i can feel her breathe onto my skin "Friends dont look at friends that way...." Dixie mumbles as she looks deep into my eyes. "Huh?" i ask being a little confused. "Nothing.Just the song" she replies smiling. "Now whats next?" "I kinda wanna sing 'Parteners in crime'.If thats ok with you?" she replies and i agree.I love that song.
This time i start singing first.
🎶I said you look pretty All strung out on coke You said it's not funny But it wasn't a joke And you won't remember But I carried you home...🎶
We sing as i get lost into the lyrics.It was literally perfect.I couldnt ask for anything else.Thats all i needed and all i will ever need.Me and her.Dixie and me.Dixison.
