𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓫𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭

Five- Things are changing

*Dixie's POV*
As soon as we finished singing, I put the guitar back to my car to return to a smiling Addison, God how much i loved that smile.

"Smiley much, huh?" I asked, sitting back, so i was closer to her.

She was holding her phone in one hand. She snaked an arm around my waist, pulling me into a side hug.

My cheeks went red, a blush creeping up on my face.

I looked over and saw she was in the middle of making a tiktok.

Perfect, now she's gonna see how I blushed at a simple, normal thing we do on a day to day basis.

Wait a damn minute why the hell am i even blushing? 

Its not like i like her in another way than a friendly one. Right? 

I haven't really came in terms with my sexuality. It still confuses me. I'm pretty sure i'm bisexual, but it bothers me.

I have a reputation, I can't let that go just because my sexuality gets in the way. Plus, i have a young audience and am expected to have a man by my side, I refuse to let them down.

I don't wanna mess things up, so I made the stupid decision to let it be like that, and only date a boy.

But things lately have became very different.

Sure, I've liked Addison in the past, in fact we even kissed more than once, but that was before; when things were different.

I don't like her anymore, do I? Why do i even have to question myself? of course i do.

I MEAN I DON'T. Yes, of course I don't, we're just really close friends.

Dixie are you high or are you high?

Addison snaps me out of my thoughts, getting up and going to the car. "Are you coming or are you gonna stay there doing nothing?" She shouts from inside the car.

"Wha- yes, i'm coming wait for me!"

*time skip after they get back bc i'm too lazy to write anything bye*

We sat down on the beach again eating our food.

A loud buzzing came from Addison's pocket. She pulled it out, immediately seeing the calling screen.

It was probably her precious boyfriend Tony, whose only personality trait is to grab his d*ck for his twelve year old audience.

He's my friend, maybe, but i hate him, i really hate him. I would even call it a passion to hate him. I don't really have a solid reason to, I just do. And maybe the fact that he can have Addison and I cant, makes it even worse.

Okay i'm definitely on crack, I hope that after I get some sleep it will all get better.

"Hello Char." My jaw drops, after hearing Addison say that.

Why one Earth was she talking to Charli?

I pull out my phone to be met with ten missed calls from Charli and four missed calls from Avani.

Wow, they do be kinda desperate.

I decided to ring Avani while Addi was talking to my sister.

"Hey loser," I say as soon as she picks up. She chuckles.

Me and Avani are really good friends too, and now even more so than before since her and Charli are officially a couple. I'm happy for them, I really am, but sometimes, it gets on my nerves, especially when I think about how my sister managed to get into a two year relationship, yet I haven't even been in one for more than three months.

What is the point of hiding that i'm crushing on Addison, again.

I mean look at her; she's perfect in every way possible, from the inside to the outside. The bad thing is however, is that she'd never feel the same way, and every time I think about it, my heart breaks a little more.

Yes, it may be hard to hide my feelings, but if i can find a distraction everything will become easier and I won't ruin out friendship.

"So, whats up?" I ask Avani, remembering i was actually talking to her.

"I don't know if you're gonna like this, but before you say no, just listen to me. So, there's this new house that-"

"No, i'm not interested bye."

"I said listen to me Dicksea." She interrupted, emphasising "Dicksea." Rude.

"Its called the gay house. They even have Mia Brooks in there, have you seen how hot she is!?"

"But i'm not gay?"

"Keep fooling yourself, and that's beside the point. Anyways, we were wondering if you and Addison wanted to join."

"Ugh, fine, but only because I don't wanna leave Charli alone with you there."

"Aw Dix don't be such a party pooper, we all know what you'll be doing with Addison, so you may as well let us do what we want."

"Shut up."

"Love ya Dix."

"Hate you too. Bye."

I pressed the hang up button. Soon after, I got a message from Avani, saying, 'meet up at *insert address here* tomorrow at 3 pm.'

If i'm being honest, it didn't sound like such a bad thing. It could be the distraction that I've been needing.

I know I've heard about them before, so while Addi was still on the phone, I tried to remember at least one of their names.

A sudden name popped into my head; Avery. That was her name, right?

I searched through her tiktok and found that she was, in fact, a part of the gay house.

Apparently, she had an Insta account. I took a quick look through her posts.

Damn, she kinda hot.

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Yes, i'm adding in some tiktok lesbians to change it up.

Dixison is still gonna be the main ship so don't worry about that.

The tiktok lesbians are just gonna be a temporary thing, so that we can see the highs and lows in their relationship. I also didn't want this to be cliche so, boom, you've got this whack ass thingy.

I hope you guys enjoyed this. its basically the first chapter written by me and edited by Em(my wife).Its the beginning of our writing career together cuz we masters🤩🤩🤩No jk shes good im not anyways i hope you enjoyed this and im so so so excited for what me and Emily have planned love ya byeee