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5. Dreadful past in childhood

I hate news.. I don't see news channel..I feel like they are gossiping about others..always saying they did that this aa..it irritates to the core..we have our own life much more to do and learn..then what is there to know about others life..where our's life is not perfect.. comming to politics it's just a big garbage but I don't have a option when my parents are watching it..I need to be because we are middle class family. We live in two rooms..so there is no chance to escape from that place but I never felt bad and more I enjoy alot..I love my life even though small expections are there.. I don't concentrate on what they are saying..but I listen to their voice..I feel like something interesting in it..I always think how can they attract someone as if they are saying most interesting thing in the world..

Here I'm waiting for my favorite voice may be favorite show 'special focus' max in all channels I observe that this type of shows were handled by boys only as voice will tough and bit louder..but in this show..the host is girl I like her voice alot she says in suspense even though sometimes there is no matter but she says like that.. May be it's her plus point..and background voice is male only and interesting fact is they both are wife and husband and they are incharges of this show and 51% share in the channel is theirs..

I just search in net to know more about them..they just give some awareness to the people how the world is..how people will be at our back.. in simple words the real cruel world .....

"Welcome to SPECIAL FOCUS " breaking her thoughts..program has started..

Guru Brahma Gurur Vishnu
Guru Devo Maheshwaraha
Guru Saakshat Para Brahma
Tasmai Sree Gurave Namaha

From the day kids join in school..they will learn this because to know that Teacher is equal to god where he says which is good, which is bad. Making our life into a successful with good humanity. How to respect others. How to be responsible. How to help others. How to treat others. If we did wrong being first place after mother teaches us it is wrong should not do like that. Shows our destination our goal infact to reach our goal to fulfill our dreams teacher plays a major role in it..by showing path to achieve it. Being like shadow to students always says which is right, which is wrong. But when that teacher only lost his sanity, his humanity and when he try to miss behave with a student for his sexual pleasure that to the one who is just 4year who came to tution to study.. actually Where the world is going on..atleast she don't know the meaning of right or wrong. Good or bad touch. But he.......

Siya had tears remembering her childhood she slept thinking her past..

Flashback

Siya pov

May be I'm 4-5 years old. Mummy put me in tution as (siya brother is 2years younger than her)he is also coming to tution just to sit because he won't go outside. The teacher is from school only as teacher is women and having a daughter around 14-15 years mummy joined me to do my homework.

I'm hyper active girl either in studies or in games. Just like a all arounder but only when I'm interested. I'm too chubby and bubbly girl at that age. Teacher daughter name is mounika. Sis use to pamper me alot and give me more chocolates saying I'm studying good..we use to play in tution too.. In free time, sis is to come home take me with her at that time my brother will not come he is momma's boy..so I and sis use to play. Sometimes we play mom father game. As she is big she is husband and I'm wife.. so she kiss me touch me..I don't know whether it is correct or wrong..she lift and twirl me around and give me chocolates and say to me that don't say to anyone I too obey her words as she is my sis..

One day she lifted my frock touch my tummy and kissed me on my tummy. She hold my hands and put it on her breast and ask me to pinch. I asked why it's something like itching nothing happens do it she told and put my hands on her breast under dress. I pinched her she shout(moan) immediately I try to remove my hand when I was removing she hold me tight and say nothing happen hold it.. and she put her hand down on me and pressed it. I screamed.. she held me and gave me a kiss and said don't cry nothing happen I will give you chocolate.and don't say to anyone if you say I will make teacher to beat you ok..if you listen I will give you chocolates. and she put my hand down and asked me to touch and rub. I did and immediately removed as I felt something with yak face she hugged me tightly all my body parts are crushing..
Later she left me saying don't say to anyone if anyone ask say we play with dishes like cooking something..mumma do cooking for us na..so you're not lying ok.. i nooded my head and took chocolate..like that it repeated so many times..