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As I took one step to the right, his face was in front of me.

His eyes met mine, again.

I can feel my whole body got electrocuted at that.

"Hi!"

He said that with such a bright smile.

This will be the end of me.

"H-hi."

I'm stuttering, I can't help it.

He uncapped his pen then held my album.

"What's your name?"

Asked jungkook, while signing my album.

"Y/n."

Him writing my name is probably the most fascinating thing I've seen in my entire life.

"Thank you for being with us since our debut."

I smiled at that, but I want to bring something up.

"Actually, I've been a fan of you since you were busking."

He stopped writing after hearing that.

Then he looked up to meet my eyes.

My smile is still there then I nodded at him.

He tilted his head followed by a smile.

"Oh, that."

A chuckle came out from him.

"You were there?"

I nodded in response.

"Every night." I added.

His smile slowly faded away.

I'm sure he knows what I mean by every night.

Every night until he stopped showing up.

"I was not confident about my singing then. I did it as a form of practice because lately I realized I wanted to be an idol. I didn't know what was coming."

If only he knew how that voiced changed my whole lifestyle.

"Until this woman approached me, turned out she's from an entertainment company and she's casting me. That night was really.. the night. I didn't hesitate to accept her offer so I started training the next day."

Good for him, but too bad for me.

I breathed for a second then proceeded to tell him what I've been wanting to say.

"Ever since the first time I watched you, I never missed a single night. I liked you at that time. Then, you suddenly disappeared. I waited, and I hoped that you'll come back. For the first time I figured out what I wanted but it was suddenly gone."

I paused for a moment to take a deep sigh.

"You did came back, but as an idol. There, I knew that luck wasn't on my side. I'm happy now though, because you're happy."

I think there are more left to say but the time's running out.

He lifted his hand and I already know what he wants.

I've seen this on other fansigning videos where they hold hands and now we're gonna do it.

I put my hand into his hand then he clasped it.

"Thank you for being there since the beginning."

He said while looking through my eyes.

That moment was surreal that I can't even get to sleep.

'Maybe back then

A little

Just this much

If I got the courage to stand before you

Would everything be different now'

I've been crying to this song since I got home.

These feelings are still in me.

Pain, sorrow, regret, and remorse.

I can't turn back time so I'll just wish.

In another life, in another universe,

I hope we'll end up together.