busking ✓

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I slowly held Yuna's phone and read the texts written below his picture.

Jeon Jungkook

22

September 1, 1997

Main Vocalist, center

Jungkook was scouted after being seen busking on the streets. He trained for the shortest period of time among his members, which is for 3 months.

Jungkook.

That's the name I've been dying to know.

Now that I know his name, I now have a small chance of seeing him again.

I handed Yuna's phone back to her.

"Not that handsome for me."

There goes the look of disappointment on their face.

"You are unbelievable, y/n, really."

"That man right there is the prettiest man I've laid my eyes on. What even is your type?" I scoffed then took another long sip of my coffee, ignoring Eri's question.

Everything that's going on right now seems like a whole joke.

He used to be a busker, then he disappeared, then came back as an idol?

A whole joke.

I massaged my temple then laid down on my bed.

What? I'm so confused.

What do I even feel?

I can't tell if I'm angry or sad

Or just frustrated at the fact that I have absolutely 0% chance that I would be able to tell him how I feel.

If I took the courage and talked to him, I would've asked his number, or ask him out, then we would've dated.

It's so ridiculous that I figured out his name on an article announcing that he's about to debut.

I think I'm going insane.

I picked up my phone again on my side then looked at his picture on that article.

"Jeon Jungkook."

The man that I had interest on for the first time, is debuting as an idol.

How unfortunate.