Jasmine's POV
The chilled air was sending daggers into my skin as I sat myself down on top of this huge rock. It wasn't comfortable, but I was having a hard time collecting my thoughts. The burning sensation of Kellin's lips lingered all along my neck. I traced my fingers over my swollen lips and sighed as past events replayed in my head. It was like a broken record. I can't get the sound of the hunger in his voice out of my head. I really need to stop before I make myself all hot and bothered.
Tears streamed down my face. I feel horrible about what happened because it.. it just wasn't supposed to happen. But the worst thing about it is... I liked it. I stood up from the rock I sat on and began pacing.
Why the hell did I love it so much? I hate Kellin. He's my brother's best friend and band mate.
What would Justin think?
I pulled my hair in frustration. If Justin ever found out, he'd kill Kellin. He's extremely over protective and that worried me. Whatever is going on between Kellin and I, if there is anything, I need to end it now.
Kellin's POV
She's been gone for 45 minutes, and I have to refrain from leaving to look for her. I shouldn't have kissed her, but the liquor was talking. My actions weren't completely thought through. I can't help the fire she ignited within me. My skin tingled as I glanced back at the spot where it all happened. My lips throbbed as I picture them on her skin, and the small whisper that left her mouth was enough to send me over the edge.
I'm so stupid for getting out of control. My only chance of us starting on a clean slate is ruined because of my hormones. If Justin ever find out he'd kill me personally. I'm pretty sure Jasmine has a thing for Jesse anyway. Why did that infuriate me so much? Where were the guys anyway? We head to set out for the road soon and I'm pretty sure all of them were shitfaced drunk.
My thoughts were interrupted as the door swings open and Jasmine enters. I shift my weight onto my other foot and stuff my hands in my pockets. My mouth became dry and I was afraid to speak. I was scared. Really scared. Because I know whatever she was about to say was not gonna be something I'd wanna remember.
She shuts the tour bus door and runs her fingers through her hair. She glances at me a walks to her bunk.
What? No lecture?
My feet follow her instinctively and I knew I was gonna regret it..
"Who the hell do you think you are?" she screams.
"Uhm, I'm sorry?"
"You led me to believe you hated me for majority of the time of been here! You've been rude as fuck and horrible to me and all of a sudden you're all over me? How the hell does that happen? You picked fights with me over a stupid fucking drink that why lying around in that refrigerator-"
"For the record it was mine, I bought it," I interjected.
Nice going asshole.
"Don't fucking interrupt me! You're constantly pushing my buttons! Why Kellin? Do you really want me gone that bad?" she screamed even louder.
I stared at her. Her eyes were a dark blue shade now. It was exquisite, but I knew if I said something like that to her she'd have my head in seconds.
"Explain it, Kellin! You know what nevermind, I'll call a cab to take me to the airport. I'm done."
She turned around and pulled her suitcase from under the bunk and began shoving all her stuff in it. I began panicking inside but I couldn't get any words out. I desperately wanted hold her and tell her to put her shit down but my mind and body were in two different places. I slapped some sense into myself, finally, and walked to her.
"Dammit Jasmine, don't go. Don't leave," I said calmly. I tried to grab her hand but she snatched it away.
"Please?" I whispered.
"Why?" she snapped.
"Because.."
"Because what Kellin?"
Her hands were on her hips and I was so panic stricken at the thought of her leaving that I was unable to force any words. What is with me?
"Forget it," she said and turned around and continued to throw her things in her suitcase. She zipped it shut and I took action.
I grabbed her waist and turned her to face me. Rage was in her eyes.
"Dammit Jasmine you're not making this easy for me!"
"What?! What is there for me to make simple for you? Why is it so complicated huh?"
"Because I fucking like you!"
Well you asked for an update and you got it (: Its super short and Im so sorry for that, but im gonna start updating this story again. Sorry I'm a shit author ): ily all
- Mandy
