if winter was a person | jaeyong.

the fifteenth.

<8:30pm>
<present>

Johnny walked around the streets. He was admiring the busy streets, with store lights and the joyous people laughing hearts out. He looked at his phone to see if he missed any messages or calls, before shoving it back in his pocket.

Johnny halted when he saw the cafe that he needed to go. He sighed before going in, the place was not really full but most tables were occupied. He looked around and found Ten, stirring his almost finished vanilla milkshake and a chocolate one in front of him.

He walked towards the table with annoyance in his body, he pursed his lips before putting them in a thin line. His presence startled the nervous-devoured boy. He had a bandaid on his cheek and his left eyes seemed a tad bit darker than the other.

"J-Johnny! H-Hi, I already ordered in advanced, I didn't k-know what you wanted so I got you chocolate" Ten gently pushed the tall glass of chocolate milkshake towards the tall male, while he avoided eye contact.

"I don't like chocolate, what do you want?" Johnny's voice laced with coldness, enough to shiver the most warmest hearts, he got some practice from observing Taeyong's way of interacting with other people.

"I-I just want to know i-if you gave thought about my confession" Ten fiddled his fingers under the table while he wants the floor to devour him.

"I told you thousands of times now, haven't I?" Johnny laid back as one of his extended on the table and the other on his leg. Ten flinched at the response.

"B-But why? Am I ugly? Is it the hair? Am I fat? I heard you like it when someone has a tiny waist, I'm smart, aren't I? What is it that I don't have? I-I can—"

"Ten, look I'm just not looking into being in a relationship, I have a lot of things to tend to, I even have to take care of Taeyong or else I'd be in a lot fo trouble" Johnny sighed again before he stands up and placed a couple of money on the table, leaving the chocolate milkshake.

Ten followed, almost spilling the beverages all over and took his jacket with him.

"Johnny, have you forgotten the times we hanged out back then? Did that not mean anything to you?" Ten was desperately trying to catch the taller's attention.

He walked beside Johnny, it was hard to catch as Johnny walked so fast and his legs were longer than his. The tall make didn't even look at him, Ten was simply ignored.

"J-Johnny, please give me a chance, Taeyong can take care of himself, I'm sure you can use a little break from him" Ten took hold of Johnny's black shirt. It stopped him from walking further but he didn't turn around to face the shorter.

"No, the last time I did that I almost lost him, I'm not risking it, goodbye, Ten" Johnny yanked Ten's small hand away from his clothes before walking away.

Leaving Ten in the freezing cold and in the dark where there wasn't much street lights of stores, just trees and silence.

This is all your fault, Taeyong, if I can't have Johnny, you'll just have to pay for it

Ten cursed at the wind before walking the opposite direction where Johnny left.

He arrived at his house, but not his home, it was just a place to stay, but he couldn't breathe there. He tried his best not to make any sound as he heard bottles clanking and rolling on the floor, once the door opened he made a run for his room.

"Hey! Come back here, you little shit!" He heard his father's voice shout. He was drunk again.

Ten closed his bedroom door immediately, he pushed his back on the door and locked it, he slid down and sighed.

Ten felt like crying, he hated his life. He just wanted someone to love him. He just wanted Johnny to like him the way he liked Johnny.

HUG
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