I Hope I Never Lose You

15

" Cole I'll  Castrate your ball If you don't stop. "

" Cole stop it "

" Coleeeeeee"

I said I love being with Cole but I take that back . Proffesor Gideon is giving lecture when Mr. Iam annoying yet Iam  drool worthy thinks that it will be fun to distract me by  tickling my sides during classes. I swear I will not let him get away from this . " Cole I will kill you " I said gritting my teeth.

He just stare at ahead not bothering to  take notice of me. All pairs of eyes turns towards us when I make a screeching sound, my face flush when the attention is towards me , some look at me weirdly while most of them look annoyed. Iam so mad at cole  and Iam plotting millions way to murder him. I hiss at him and snatch his hands away from my sides. He tries back to hold back his laugh but I can see his lips twitching.  I however is at my wits end , I want to smack his gorgeous face.

He tries to apologise but I I gnore him for the whole 35 minutes. When classes are over I push pass him making him stumble a little.  I narrow my eyes and went ahead for my classes never turning back.

Although Iam annoyed at him I know I can never stay mad at cole for long.

Cole do a lot of things to my heart and he is nothing like Mason. They are the polar apposites of each other ,  now that I think about it the way I felt for mason is different with Cole. Mason makes me happy but I felt incomplete ,  but being with Cole is something I can't explain. Cole is someone Iam willing to take risk with.
I enjoy my usual bantering ,   arguing and I feel comfortable being myself around him.

I have felt  different emotions during this past 3 months  more than the whole  past years. Cole and I doesn't talk anything about dates or the way we felt for one another,  I was interrupted with my thoughts when Liam calls me ." Hey Lyra"

"  Hi Liam "

Liam share classes with me,  he is a blonde and he's hot. I have talk with occasionally but we are not friends.
I look up at him and he looks confuse " What's wrong ?  ,  Is there something in my face?"
 
I began rubbing my face with the sleeves of my tops.

"  No  do you always talk to yourself ? "

"  No ? "  I replied like a question . He raise his eyebrow but I just shrug.

"  Anyway where's your lover boy ? "

Okayy ... now Iam confuse what lover boy is he talking about?  I look around her to see anyone other than me but there is none.

" Iam confuse Liam , what lover boy?"

" You know dark hair,  tall guy that always hangs out with you?"

  It takes a minute to realize he is asking about Cole . Wait why is he asking me about Cole ?  Please don't tell me It what Iam thinking " Liam are you gay? "

" What? No no Lyra iam 100 percent straight. "

" Then why are you asking me about Cole?"

" Iam not asking about Cole dummy ,  I was just wondering where your boyfriend is ?"

" Hold up,  You think Cole is my boyfriend? "

" He isn't? "

" No way , we are just friends. "  although we have hold hands ,  and have fallen asleep on his shoulder but Iam sure It's just a friendly gesture, right??  Iam seriously going crazy with these questions in my head.

" Lyra you are doing it again"

" Do what cole?"

I gasp ,  oh no no no I did not just say Cole right now ,  he's being so annoying even when he's not around I say his name  ,  I need to be in mental hospital. Liam just looks at me coldly  but he takes no notice of my slip up.

" So..  are you free this weekend Lyra ?"

" No . I have plans? "

" Like?"

" Sleep"  I reply nonchalantly .  At that a smile creeps out in his face ." Well Then Lyra do you want to hang out this saturday,  you have sunday to sleep. "

I think about his question,  I guess I can hang out its not like Iam in relationship,  plus it will be a good chance to take my minds off  colee .

" Sure I would love to ."

" Cool , see you later Lyra ."  I  wave my hands at him and he walk to his class.

" What was that just now?"  I almost jump at  cole asking me ?  Geez how long has he been standing there? .

" What was what ?"

" Liam ."  is only what he reply .

" He was just asking me If Iam free this weekend? "

" For ?"

What with the one word interrogation? , I swear Cole is bipolar.

" He  asked me to hang out?"

" Why would he ask you to hang out ?"

" I  don't know Cole ,  if you are curious why don't you ask him?  I have to go ,  see you later Cole."

Just when I was to turn my way Cole pulls me back " So will you go?"

"  Yeah,  I really have to go Cole, Iam late for my classes ."  He lets go of me but he looks angry for some reason. I look down to see his fist clenching .

"  Fine ,  enjoy your date lichen ."  with that he walks away.