I Hope I Never Lose You

5

it's October now and I am excited,  I'll be working a part-time job at the restaurant before I went away for college.

School ends in August and I miss my friends. On our graduation day, I hug each one of them tightly not wanting to let them go. We all got accepted in different colleges.

Honestly, I will miss them dearly but I want to go college somewhere I knew no one.

Today is my first day at the restaurant and It's actually fun. The tip is great too.

I am trying not to spend my parent's money as much as possible.
I am already 18 now,  old enough to live alone. My younger brother is in 4th grade this year. I will miss my family when I leave home in January but I can't wait to be away.

Pororo call me twice this week she seems happy to be at her university.

Mom and dad try hard to choose a different college but I don't budge.

My college is  5 hours away from home and I want to be out myself for once. Mom and dad have each other,  even after 28 years in marriage they still love each other dearly

I love them for that.

It's December now, It's Christmas season and kinda special for me this year. I'll be gone next month and  I am so excited.  I can't stop smiling or laughing even at small things that's how happy I am this time.

Seeing Mason this summer I am glad.  I finally realize I am over him. After the dinner incident, I never see him again partly because I ignore him like a plaque.

Now I'll enjoy college, go to dates and experience college life. I won't punish myself just because my one relationship went wrong. Mason is not worth my time.  Amen.

It's January now and guess what !!!!????

IAM

GOING

COLLEGE

TOMORROW

YAY !! MEE!!!

Okay, I expect a drum roll right now but who am I kidding right??

I'm shopping with Ashley now,  Yeah my cousin Ashley, she's still in her junior year and she's being a baby right now.

" Ly, why did you have to move out?"

" It's college honey I'll be back during holidays I promise. " I said refusing to have the heart to heart moment in the middle of the mall.

" I'll miss you a lot Ly"  Awww My cousin is damn cute.

" YOU Sure  Ash?  I said knowing she gets mad easily.  I watch her shooting daggers at me and put my hands up as to show her I surrender.

" Can you be serious for-  for a sec?  You've been so excited to leave home It's like I don't mean anything to you," she replies sulking.

Awwwwww. She's being so sweet right now she is  in ' Lyra  I am freaking emotional mood.'

" Awww is Ashley missing Lyra??? " I cooed at her smiling cheekily.

MY GOD!  If looks can I'll be buried six feet deep by the way she's glaring at me.
"
"ASHLEY"  I screech in her ears.

Poke
"Ash"
Poke
"ASHLEYYYYY"
"WHATTTTT?? "

My ears bleeding now, Jesus christ she's so so mad right now.
"  I am sorry ASH, Of course, I'll miss u a lot,  I'll miss you the most Ashley. What's wrong with all those nonsense you ask me. I will be freaking miss you ALRIGHT?  "
Now she's trying so hard not to smile. I'll really miss Luffy and Ashley but we are family and I'll be stuck with them till the end. I'll be gone only for a few years and I don't need to be an emotional wreck when we are in the middle of the mall shopping like a maniac.