Imagines and Preferences

Don't Wanna Fall In Love - Jordan Baker

(Please listen to the song in order to understand this imagine)

A/N- I randomly got inspired by this after watching a tik tok. Its not that good but all well)

The lyrics are in 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕠𝕟𝕥

Background Info- Y/N and her boyfriend had a toxic relationship. Her boyfriend cheated soo many times on her. She wanted to leave him but that would mean losing all her friends and future so she stayed with him. Y/N began hooking up with Jordan, the school quarterback. Slowly Y/N is falling for him but she doesn't know that he doesn't do relationships.

Y/N POV

Jordan and I were in my room. He usually always came over to my house. Whenever he came we would hook up. We were lying down on my bed. He was kissing me.

"Jordan", I said.

"Yes", he responded?

"I'm starting to fall for you", I said.

He looked at me. His facial expressions changed.

𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕒𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕕𝕒𝕪

"We can be together for a week or so but nothing longer", he said.

I felt my heart drop.

ℍ𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕪 𝕀'𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕓𝕠𝕪

"If I am being honest I think that I would be better as just your fuck buddy", he said.

I looked at him.

𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕒 𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕒𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕞𝕒𝕟

"I would be a shitty boyfriend to you Y/N. You're an amazing person and I'm no good for you. I would only hurt you", he said.

"Jordan please don't say that. We would be good together. Just give us a chance", I said.

I felt tears roll down my cheeks.

𝕃𝕖𝕥'𝕤 𝕘𝕠 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕠 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕤. 𝕊𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝 𝕀 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤.

"I think we should end whatever we have Y/N. I don't want you to fall for me", he said.

He began to get up. 

"I'm sorry, I hope you understand", he said.

𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕗𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖.

"Y/N I don't want to fall in love. Thats not who I am. I don't want that", he said.

He walked out the door. I felt all the tears fall down onto my cheeks. It was the end of whatever we had.

A/N- I don't really think this story was good but if you guys like it lmk if I should make a part two. I have ideas for part two but I don't know if its that good.