Pleasure With My Sexy Billionaire

chapter 17

      *****MATURE CONTENT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER NOT THIS ONE*****
Damon's Pov

I start to walk away from her but I feel her hand pull me back

"Please don't leave" she says softly

I notice her eyes are watery

I sigh

"Why?" I exhale slowly "What's the point of me being here I don't understand why you want me to stay or why you keep wanting me, there's no need of that anymore you have Stefan why do you need me?" I say rolling my eyes

I try to leave her grip but she doesn't let me

I look down at her

"Because I love you Damon!" I feel my heart racing, i feel myself heat up and my heart warm up "And it's only been you. I don't want anyone else but you and I need you to understand that!"

I-

I start to get upset at her response

How can she say that

"But baby, how do you want me to understand that if all you do is get my hopes up and go with Stefan again. What's the point of us if all you do is have doubts"
Hold on

What did I just say-

"Baby-"

My face gets serious, bruh

She comes up to me and cups my cheeks and gives me a small smile

Fuck she noticed what I said

I replace my face expression with an angry one

"Aww my baby" she giggles

She makes my face expression soften up

She's so beautiful
I just look into her eyes damn she's everything to me

I sigh hopelessly

That's what I am a hopeless soul when it comes to her

She lets me go and looks up at me

"You deserve an explanation, the truth is that I really am in love with you Damon, and I was so terrified of  this new feeling you know , and I already know I've said this before but I really mean it. So today Stefan came in to try to convince me to go back with him but I just couldn't do that to you because I couldn't hurt you and I wanted to be with you. After I told him this he didn't take it well he got hurt and I felt bad for him you know, because he's always liked me. He tried to convince me that I had atleast a little bit of feelings for him. . . And to be honest Damon I did have feelings for him I just think I never cared for them enough to notice that those feelings that I felt for him were real. So when he came up to me to kiss me I didn't back away because I was in shock and I wanted to see if it was true. I know this was wrong of me I know it was, but I just wanted to see If what he said was true. And yes it was, but not anymore and I want you to know that. After that kiss I realized that he could NEVER EVER be anything like you, that whatever type of small feeling I had for him could never be compared to what I feel for you. I love you and I can say it any day because I know in my heart that it's true and Stefan doesn't mean a single thing to me, only you."

"Elena, but why would you want to be with me if you wanted to go experiment with him, I don't think you would enjoy if I experimented with other girls to see if I liked them, and if you love me so much what was the point of you trying to see if you had feelings for him, I thought I would be enough. . . "

" You're more the enough i promise, you're damn right I would hate if you did that with other girls, and I know what I did was wrong but I promise you that it will never happen again if you would be willing to not give up on me, you mean wayyy to much to me for me to give up on you"

I feel a tear threatening to come out

" You know what would make me happy, to know that this entire time that I've been completely in love with you that what you actually felt for me was real."

Stopping myself from crying is burning my eyes, nose and it's creating a knot in my throat

Gosh why do I love her so much

"It is real , I know what you're about to do Damon please don't do this I need you"

"I just don't know if I can trust you Elena"

"Damon. . ."

"What if you actually felt something when you guys kissed? Then What? You would leave me?"

"No I wouldn't bc if I did I know it could never compare to what I feel for you because I LOVE YOU, Damon I would forget about him because I know for a fact that I love you and if I felt something it could never be compared to what I feel for you. I don't care for him only you."

"Then what was the point of that" I say almost losing myself "haven't we've been here before already? God if you say you love me and that you would choose me regardless then what was the point of trying to see what would happen with Stefan, I don't understand why you even have that curiousity if you say you only love me"

**Elena pov
"Because before you I was different I wouldn't just stay with one-" what the fuck am i saying i cant tell him this yet "what I mean is that. . ."
I stay silent not knowing what to say

**damons pov
I just slowly look down at the floor

"Stefan's my past and he will stay in my past I won't have nothing to do with him because you are more then enough for me and Damon you are my now, and you are my future and I don't want to be with anyone else. . . Please Damon" I look up and see as her eyes get watery "I need you, only you" I see tears come down

My baby

I go up to her and wipe of her tears pulling her close to my chest and hugging her

Holding onto her makes me realize I can't live without her

We hug for a few moments

I can hear how she's quietly crying

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Elenas pov

Please forgive me Damon I-

I can't live without you

Tears keep shedding as I'm holding onto him

We slowly let go and I look up at him

I have to let him go

I turn around from him and take out the key from my bra

I turn around and hand it to him

"I took a shower, here"

He chuckles

"I know you're clean Elena ive tasted you before" he said mumbling the last few words.
Heat rises to my cheeks

I smile

Yea you did

He looks down at my lips and slowly starts walking up to me

I slowly start to move backwards a little until I reach the wall

Please kiss me,  please kiss me because the sexual tension in here is killing me

And I'm sexually frustrated right now

************* Sorry for any spelling errors
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