Pleasure With My Sexy Billionaire

Chapter 14

ELENAS POV

"I thought you were defending her" i said looking down

"Why would u think i would defend her and not my baby?" He said looking down at me

I get close to him and hug him

I love him but...

Ughh stopp thinking about that right now

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*Few hours later*

I check my phoone and i notice someones been calling me

Its stefan

I dont know what to do... should i call him?

Let me call abby

"Abby"

"Hey elena! How was your trip?"

"Uhmm well can u come over to my work? I need to tell you so many things that happened"

"Yea ill be on my way"

Fuckkk hopefully she gets here fast

****few minutes later****
"Elena whats wrong? I came as soon as I could."

I felt my voice start to tremble

"Abby I just- i made a huge mistake"

"What's going on?" Abby said lifting my face up

"You were right"

"About what?"

Saying this outloud again made me realize how real it is

" I'm in love with him . . ." I said slowing drifiting eyes back to the floor in disappointment. " and I never thought there was a feeling this strong ever, and as much as  I love him--I dont want to feel this feeling" feeling a tear go down, once again.

"Elena" she said wiping off my tear "Why aren't you happy? Don't you realize this is the perfect chance for you to get your happy ending, he's perfect for you and I bet he loves you too . . .  I dont understand why you can't leave all your ambition behind and start this new life with him"

"Today I almost lost myself to think that Victoria could easily win him over and I just-- I can't go through that. And I know he loves me but I just can't have something like this strong ass feeling inside of me, it just- it consumes me. I don't think you understand how much he affects me, the need of his presence, his lips, his touch, I just-- I don't think I can live without him. And that's what's scary, that I've never felt this before so I have no idea what I can actually handle when it comes to him. And I tried-- I tried to get away from him but I just i--" I start sobbing and I just close my eyes and try to control my breathing  for a second. ". . . .  I couldn't resist the thought of letting him go and not having him in my life . . . Or just the thought of another girl kissin-" another tear goes down. I breath once again to control my emotions

" I know this is scary but hey you can talk to him about this, you know he loves you, please try to work this out I just want you to be happy" she said smiling

"But I need to continue with my plan. . . I mean I've always been like this why would I change now???" I felt myself over thinking shit again "tell me! I can't change why would I change abby!?"

"Because there's no need for any of that anymore, you have him now and that's all that matters"

"But what if he finds out about my past. . . I mean then what? He'll dump my ass and that's it for my life,  it would be over."