Not My Mate (pride Pack 1)

Brotherly talk

Pink POV

Slowly I opened my eyes, I was trying to figure out what happened when I heard a familiar voice say, "Your finally awake."

Closing my eyes I start to concentrate and fragments of what happened start to gather in my mind.  "I was attacked by my mate and I rejected him, after that I blocked out. I thought for sure that death awaited me,"

"Knowing I was alive made me become even more surprise," I thought. "How do you feel?" The familiar voice comes over me and asks.

After opening my eyes I could finally put a face to the voice. It was my much younger cousin Kawana. He was just 17 but he already transformed into his wolf form and could use the skill devour plus on top of that all he had an inborn gift.

"How am I alive?" I question him, but before he could give the answer my brother comes in and starts to explain.

"Your lucky Hector was at the lone star pack when you were hurt, so he saved your life,"

As I listens to his words I couldn't help but picture the annoying ginger. He as one of the people in the pack I came to hate just by his personality alone, only the moon knew how Hebrew could put up with him.

Squeezing my palm it was hard to accept that the only reason I'm alive was thanks to him. "What do you plan to do," Keyland asked me after a few minutes of silence.

I was so confused I could only look at him and asked, "About what?"

"You really are dumb pink, I'm talking about your mate, what are you going to do about him," he says with irritation in his voice.

I always hated the way he acted superior around me, it was hard for me to accept all my life that my younger brother was better than me. He had it all, the power, the looks, the talent and a great mate.

Although I hated the man the moon gave him, I can't deny that he was a good mate to my brother and a great Luna to the pack.

3 days later.

"Baby you did the right thing," my mom says as she continues to encourage me that what happened wasn't my fault.

"Pink I'm glad you rejected that white trash, we already have Hector and that thing your brought home, I don't know what I would have done if you mate him."

"He even had the audacity to hurt you? Someone from such a low breed, he's lucky your brother left his faith in the hands of Virgo, or I would have personally gone and shown him the errors of his way,"  my mother tells me.

All my life  she whispered words of praise and worship in my ear, "if I was so special why was I nothing to the Pride pack, why did my mate try and take my life and why did I owe Hebrew's mate my life," I wonder.

Pinks POV

Everything Virgo was saying flow over my head as i felt hallow to the bone. Even as he banished me from the pack I couldn't otter a single word as I was suffering inside.

I had lost my reason for living and i just realized it. Remembering his pale face as he uttered those words.

It felt a thousand times then being kicked out of the pack. All I felt was my connection to everyone going away. With my mate my heart stop beating for a few seconds as my souls left my body.

I couldn't close my eyes without picturing his lifeless body hitting the floor. The body the ran out still made my shake to my core and the worse part is that I keep hearing those words.

"I reject you, I reject you," they echoed in my ear over and over. The only comfort I got was knowing he was alive.

Before Virgo banished me, Bello came and talked to me. I could see how furious and angry he was with me.

"How can you be this stupid," he growled out a paced around the room that was my cell. "This is all your fault, he was invited there my your friends," he continued to say.

All I could say was,"oh, I see," as it all became clear. I was too caught up in my rage to think then. More so I was ashamed of myself that I let that happen.

"Is he alive," I asked, as I mustered up the strength to talk.

"Your lucky he's still breathing or there's no telling what would have happened. You know he's the brother of the Alpha of one of the royal packs plus he's Virgo's cousin, what were you thinking? Oh that's right you never think, you just act and don't care about the consequences."

"This time I can't clean up your mess, you'll have to live in the bed you made," he declares before storming off not looking back at me.

After he was gone I felt a sense of relief, he wasn't dead so maybe just maybe I could try and make things better.

Leaving the pack I could only think make you those memories as now that I'm a rogue I know it will be almost impossible for me to fix things.

I had to put behind my fantasy and accept my fate.