Where's the Loyalty ?

Who to Trust?

(Saturday September 12th)

My body was weak and I felt myself laying in a bed. It was pitch black and I heard machines beeping around me. I opened my eyes to see I was laying in a hospital bed. I looked around the room and seen Chris and Tori but they were asleep. I tried to remember the events that led up to this , then I thought about the message. Who could be doing this to me and why.  As far as I recall I never did anybody wrong , I thought I was a good person. Apparently not since someone was trying to sabotage my life.

"Zaria are you woke" I snapped out of my thoughts and followed the voice to Chris. He got up and walked over to me bed and grabbed my hand.

"What happened? I turn around to see you on the ground unresponsive. Was it me or something I said. I'm sorry"

"No it wasn't you the date was fine"

"Then what caused it" I didn't know if I should tell him or not. I still don't completely trust him but I know he didn't send that message.

"It was nothing....I just felt weak that's all he looked in my eyes deeply as if he knew.

"I've known you all my life Z I know when your lying". I didn't know what to say he caught me. Just as I was going to respond my sister woke up and rushed to my side.

"Omg Zari are you okay, what happened, did Chris hurt you again".

"What the fuck you mean again, I didn't hurt her the first time I said that' ".

"Well this is her second time around you being hurt and her being around you period" he clenched his jaw you can tell he was getting angry with her but tried to keep his cool because of me.

"I'm fine T and no it wasn't Chris fault and it wasn't his fault back then either". It looked like she wanted to tell me something but she looked away.

"Whoever it was may be trying to ruin my life" I mumbled.

"What do you mean" they both asked. I sighed and told them everything about the messages and notes but I told them not to tell anybody at all. After I was done my sister stood in shock and Chris was furious. A knock came to the door , Tori opened it revealing Jay, Laila, and Devin. They all looked sympathetic but someone in this room was a snake trying to ruin my life. We talked for about an hour till it was time to go.

After checking out of the hospital everyone said bye and went their separate ways. I went with my sister of course since she was my ride home. We were in the car listening to the radio while Jhene Aiko was playing. She turned it down and looked at me, I looked back waiting for her to speak.

"I don't want you to get upset about what I'm about to say but I need you to understand".

"Okay spill it" she sighed and began to talk.

"That night it all happened I knew that you weren't crazy. I was in the downstairs bathroom hiding and after the lights went off I saw a figure walk past and heard them go upstairs. A few minutes later you came down screaming the figure came downstairs ran off somewhere. That's when Chris found me. He found Devin first we came out together and came to you. The whole time I saw what happened and I knew it was Chris but I couldn't blame anybody else because I didn't know who it was and I'm so sorry. What made me tell you was a note in my office I got saying if I didn't they will, and I couldn't let you hear it from some mystery person. And now the person is playing with you too.

I sat back in shock with tears rolling down my cheek. I was so furious how could she let my parents think I'm crazy, everybody think I'm crazy. She lied right to my face for years and I trusted her.

"Let me out the car now"

"No wait please don't be mad I'm so sorry I di-"

"LET ME OUT THE FUCKING CAR TORI" I yelled at her she jumped back in fear and stopped the car. I got out and ran down the street as fast as I could without looking back. I couldn't believer her I felt stabbed in the back by my own sister. I knew I wasn't crazy and that really happened that night but for her to lie to my face for years and think it's okay when it's not. I wonder if this person would of never threatened her would she have told me.

I stopped because I was out of breath, I looked around and seen I ran all the way to the hood part of L.A. I didn't care where I was at I was too mad to go back I needed a break. I was walking down the streets with tears rolling down my face. I left my phone in the car I didn't want contact with anybody honestly so I didn't care. I walked past a house with a lot of guys on the porch. They were all calling out trying to talk to me but I ignored them until one voice caught my attention.

"Zaria what are you doing here" I turned around and followed the voice to Chris. He seen my face and ran up to me quickly.

"What happened are you okay" he hugged me and the only thing I could do was cry.