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ethans hand reached up to my cheek his thumb rubbing it. his other hand rested on my jaw.

he kissed me softly, my hands sat on his shoulders.

i bit his bottom lip, being more intimate.

his tongue scraped my lip, asking for entrance and i accepted.

pulling my closer with his hand behind my head, our faces much closer if possible.

our tongues danced and i felt my stomach fill with butterflies.

my hands reached to tug at his hair, he let a soft giggle out into my mouth.

i left one more peck on his lips smiling, i pulled back and my cheeks heated up.

i blushed looking down and he spoke almost in a whisper "you want a shirt?" his index finger lifted my head.

my lips pursed and i nodded yes. "thank you" i replied in the same tone.

he sat up to grab a shirt from him dresser. i instantly began thinking of what had just happened.

'its okay to let go' i thought to myself. thoughts of my last relationship clouded my head.

i zoned out, and my right hand smoothed the skin on my left arm.

"is this one okay?" he broke my daze.

he held a long white tee, 'nirvana' across the front in black.

music taste on point.

"thats perfect thank you"  i stood up to grab the shirt, stumbling onto him.

he caught me and laughed with me "careful, you're not quite sober yet kylie"

for just one moment in so long, I let myself feel okay with this.

not worrying. i wrapped my arms around him, i had barely knew him yet i felt so safe.

he hugged me back "you okay?" he asked looked down at me.

i raised my head looking up at him and nuzzled my head into his chest.

his chin rested on my head, whispering "good"

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i woke up to the sound if music and laughter. pulling the duvet off of me, i climbed out of bed.

my toes roamed the fluffy rug, before attempting to stand up. this time i managed to walk up and out of the room.

brightness hit me, sudden change from his dark room to his open apartment.

the laughter got louder as i walked further into his home. "ethan?" i called out.

no response, i reached the sitting room and saw ethan, his friends and grayson...

ethan turned looking at me, "hey kylie" he announced with a smile on his face.

he pursed his lips seeing i was still in his shirt.

his friends and grayson stopped their conversation to acknowledge what ethan was alerted by.

theyre eyes drew to me.

"hi" i spoke, feeling a little embarrassed.

grayson made it obvious my presence was a problem to him.

"ugh" he groaned. "im gonna head to the store." standing up and he signalled for his few friends to follow him.

"okay, get some drinks" ethan winked at him playfully.

grayson rolled his eyes and lifted his head a little, meaning he would.

soon the lot head out and im still stood at the entrance.

"dont just stand there silly" ethan laughed. i giggled, walking over to him.

i sat next to him, and he started conversation. "so where are you off to today?"

"nothing really, guess just in my apartment." i shrugged my shoulders.

"why dont you come out with me and my friends today?" his eyebrow cocked upward.

"pretty sure grayson doesnt like me" i sighed.

he folded his arms "i dont know whats up with him to be honest, im sure he'll realise after today"

i chewed on the inside of my cheek. "fine, but dont leave my side" i laughed.

he shook his head laughing"i wont"

"ill go get changed then, what time should i come round?"

he thought for a minute, "12ish"

we finished with the details and i ended up getting my stuff and leaving back to mine.

my phone finally switched on, it erupted with notifications. i unlocked it and checked my socials.

117 new followers on instagram

78 new adds on snapchat

jayla: 'kylie! are you okay? where are you?'

'kylie???'

'ur keys are at mine'

i sighed, opening instagram, pictures and videos of me flooded my timeline.

my assumptions were that my followers are from the videos. the same on snapchat.

everyone was referring to me as the new one or new girl. it was getting popular.

i closed the apps and replied to jayla

'yes i am okay, ethan let me crash at his.'

my doorbell rang, my feet dragged to the door. i opened it to see... grayson?

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