eng... hi? lol i don't know how to start but just lemme start my story then :3 btw thanks for Surumi-chan for posting it, me wuf yeeew!
i started to played roleplay like 2years ago. everything went right, i played like the real idol. fantalk, wrote status with hangul, repost everything from the idol's twitter, etc. my bad-experience started when i roleplayed as Kim Yookwon from BlockB. well i love Yookwon so much so i started to roleplay as him. Yookwon's first couple was Eyoung, After School's member. and they broke up because of a fangirl.
let just call her Nina. Nina add Yookwon, i accepted it and everything went wrong. she always wrote 'Oppa i love you so much!' or 'Oppa can you marry me?'. okay, that's not a big problem because it's a normal thing that fangirl do. so i just replied all her wallpost. then, she started to tag me ALL HER SELCAS and i was like 'what did she mean by doing this?'. sometimes i wrote OOC 'i'm not the real ukwon, don't misunderstand it' but she's still misunderstand that i am the real Yookwon.
everything became more bad when she add Eyoung and then bash her all the time. she also said 'Oppa, why did you become a couple with her? she's ugly or blablabla' and also she always said 'Oppa... i always imagine to have a boys who can play guitar and dance so well. and the boys is you<3' i just well yea.. i can't describe my feelings.
and you know what's the WORST thing she did? she said 'Oppa, i always dream to do s** with you'. when i read it i was like 'yuck! what did she mean by telling me this?' after that, i wrote at her wall.
"Dear Nina, i am not the real Yookwon. i am just his roleplay." and then she bash me all the time and never wall me or message me again. she said that i'm a faker and i was like 'did i already say that i'm a roleplay from the start you add me?' but nevermind, at least she didn't bother me again.
BUT
like one month after that she message me "Oppa, i really like you. i already fall in love with you, although you are not the real Yookwon. i am fall in love to the real YOU. what should i do to make you love me back?" i am speechless. so i made a new account and asked Eyoung to add me there then i never open that acc again. that's the story about fangirl. move to fanboy.
like 3 months after that, i started to played roleplay at twitter as Seo Eungyo form 5Dolls. there's a fanboy who always talked to me. he's so kind and also he's soooo handsome lol. i ever tweet that i am hungry (with korean) and he said 'do you want me to send you food?' then i said 'sure! if you don't mind.' and then he posted a photo of a cake then he tweet 'gonna send it to cutie-pie eungyonnie~' like 2weeks later, the real Eungyo got that cake and she posted the picture of that cake. speechless. he's really a fan of coed, same like me. but at the end, it always ended same like the fangirl's did. when Eungyo got boyfriend, he bashed and blablabla.
after that, i never over-reacted with my bias because i know how they feel. like these days, when real-Yookwon got girlfriend, i tried to don't bash her because i know how his and her feels.