The lost one {Snape x reader}

11.Broken friendship

After the study session we went our own ways. Back in the slytherin common room I spot Jenna who talked with some of her friends on the couch. Before I could hide she saw me.
Outraged she stood up and made her way to me.
"What the fuck was this about? You clearly saw me why did you walk away. I need you to write my essay!" she said in rage making other slytherins looking at us.
"I was meeting someone in the library to study and I already told you I can't write your essay." I talked back.

She looked at me shooked I've never talked to her in this way.
"You know what you're a bad friend anyway. I only talked to you because of your sister but Josi isn't her anymore so I don't need to talk to you" she said in a furious voice.
"Okay I wanted to end this long ago" I said making her eyes widen.
"Yeah just tell yourself you don't need me maybe you believe it someday" Jenna said pushing me a bit.

I still had the same look on my face the
'I really couldn't care less' look what seemed to make her even angrier.
"Leave her alone" a voice from behind Jenna said threatening.
As she turned around to see Dracos smug face I went quickly to my dorms. Away from all the fuss.

It was almost time for dinner I considered skipping it but I barely ate anything to lunch and now I'm rather hungry.
As I walk back into the common room was Jenna and her friends were to my delight gone.
On the great Hall was it busy like always I sat down as far as possible away from Jenna.

I looked up to the teachers tableand caught Snapes gaze he looked a little concerned. I
gave him a little smile and nodded to Jenna trying to tell him I'm done with her.
After finishing my food I walked outside and heard someone call my name.
Turning around I see Hermione walking up to me.
"Is everything okay between you and Jenna you didn't sit together like usual?" she asked.
"Yeah I just realized I have real friends now and don't have to let her put me down."
She smiled I wanted to talk a bit more but Harry and Ron called for her.

"See you later" she said going to her two  friends.
I could hear how Ron said 'you shouldn't hang around with slytherins they are evil'
How old fashioned

The days went bye and I couldn't finally relax a bit. I walked into my Legilimency lesson it was only my fourth one but I think I improved a lot.
Knocking on the door I waited for a signal to come in as I heard Professor Snape saying 'enter'.
We went in our routine.
I sat down,
He took out his wand and tried to enter my mind as long until he got it.

But this time on his last try I closed my eyes clearing my mind from any thoughts.
Loud knocking came from outside of the door. And I remembered something.

Flashback
I hide under my bed someone was banging against my bedroom door.
"Open the fucking door! Now! " my father shouted from outside.
I don't make any noise, a big finale bang and a crack came along. Pressing my eyes closed I feel a strong arm pulling me on the collar out of my hiding spot.

"Let go off me!" I demanded.
"You ungrateful brat" my father said throwing me back on the ground.
Flashback end

I gasp for my breath and the door opened. I look to the ground overwhelm from the so tangible memories. This happend after the Death Eater disappeared. Josi got taken away by some wizards. Maybe in a Hospital but I wasn't sure.

A voice from the door caught my attention and I looked up. Just to see Professor Lupin standing there.