I woke up feeling guilty.
I had a dream that night after visiting the therapist which caused me to have to change my panties three times throughout the night. I felt awful for lusting after a man while I lay next to the man that I made a commitment to love for the rest of my life , the only man that I'm suppose to love. I heard his slippers gliding against the wood floor as he walked into the kitchen.
" Hey babe! " I said while flipping the pancake in the pan. I decided to cook breakfast to ease my guilt. I poured him a cup of coffee and handed him it to him.
" So " I began as I watched him as he sat down in his recliner.
" I was thinking that we could go to your favorite diner for lunch... You know the one that has the best steak in all of New York and then we ca-"
" You hate that diner " he grumbled in irritation while cutting me off at the same time. I tried again,
" I know but- " I was interrupted by another irritated remark.
" I already have plans anyways" he inturupted and slammed the newspaper on the side table.
I know exactly what this is about , he was still upset from last night.
" okay.... " I sighed in desperation while taking another sip of my coffee. How on earth was i going to save my marriage if he's not going to even try!?
" look I know your upset about last night and I'm sorry its not you its me." I said looking down and playing with my wedding ring , something i tend to do when I'm nervous.
He was angry at me still because I faked an org.asm and then when he called me out on it I lied about it.
" Whatever It doesn't matter anymore " he retorted dis-interested and with that He got up and grabbed his phone off the charger.
" David please" I pleaded softly looking up still twisting my ring around my finger.
David just brushed past me ignoring my plea making his way upstairs but not before turning around.
" Oh by the way the therapist called and he said it would be better if we saw him separately your appointment is at 7:30 "
He said and stormed out of the room. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair as I walked up the stairs to get dressed for work as i walked up the stairs i wondered why did the the therapist want to see us at the same time. Probably because all we do is fight with each other and he cant think with our constant arguing. My friends kiran and Dinah own a boutique that's really popular here in New York City and luckily they hired me as the buyer. After I was done getting dressed and applying my make up, I grabbed my keys and walked outside and got into my car. 5 minutes into my drive I heard my phone ring
"Hello " I answered, expecting to hear davids voice as a reply.
" I look forward to our late night therapy session tonight. " I was both pleasantly surprised and shocked to hear my therapist voice on the other line.
" Mr. Fuaga? " I questioned Even though I already knee the answer
" Correct " he responded almost growling.
Ugh the sound of his voice made my insides clench.
" Uh.... how did you get my number? " I questioned desperately trying to get my thoughts together.
" I wanted it " he responded nonchalantly.
I felt my self give a confused look.
" Okay... That doesn't really answer my question but . " I said still confused. Not understanding why he didn't give a clear answer.
" And I always get what I want Joe " he said lowly.
I gripped the phone tighter to my ear. I felt the comment had a double meaning but maybe I'm overthinking , I mean i just met this man yesterday!
" Im Sor-"
" Anyways I can't wait to continue this conversation tonight. I Look foward to seeing you" he said then hung up the phone.
" Damn it! " I cursed myself and gripped onto the wheel and swerved into my lane. I was so distracted by my phone call that I wasn't paying attention to where i was going. All I could focus on is my appointment at 7:30 Tonight.
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I walked into Mr. Fuagas apartment/ office. He Had texted me and told me the door would be unlocked by the time I got there.
I walked in to the dark place.
" Is anyone he- " I began to call out but stopped immediately when I saw him. He was in sweats , his shirt was no where to be found and he had a glass of wine in his hand his hair was wet like he had just got out of the shower.
I suddenly felt like I was dressed inappropriately was wearing white deniem shorts and a black Lacey tanktop .
" I uh.. Hey " I stammered. Not being able to take my eyes off him.
I could see all of his tattoos over his perfectly scuptuled body. He looked up at me through his eyelashes which caused me to feel the clenching again
" maybe you should Take a picture it will last longer " he said as he sipped his wine and smirked.
I felt my breath get shorter. " Ummm.... I'm going to sit down now " I said embarrassed. I sat down on the couch while he sat down across from me.
" David told me about last night " he said slowly.
I nodded because I couldn't make out any words.
" Care to elaborate? " he asked amused.
" Not really " I said annoyed.
" Does he even make you wet? "
" ...What ? " I questioned confused.
" Does.... He.... Make.. You wet ? " he said slowly and lowly.
' Not like how you do... ' I thought to myself.
" I don't see how that's any of your buissniess " I said annoyed.
" Lay down on the couch " he commanded
" Excuse me ? "
" you heard me just do it " he said.
I sighed as I layed down. I heard him make his way over to me , he set his glass down on the table and climbed on top of me.
" Now what does your husband do first ? "
I looked into his eyes " He kisses my neck , I don't see what this has - " the second i felt his lips on my neck I moaned so loudly I bet the people outside could hear us. He sat up still straddling me. I looked into his eyes the were almost black with lust Before I could say anything he attacked my neck he worked his way down to my shorts and unbuttoned them.
" Wait! " I exclaimed out of breath.
He sat up and so did I .
" we can't , this is wrong " I said frustrated.
He laughed seductively.
He leaned against my cheek and whispered in my ear ;
" When two people want each other as much as we do than the should be allowed to have each other "
And that was the beginning and end of everything.
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