I once read that, the Egyptians had a hundred words for sand and Eskimos had a 50 words for snow, I wish I had a million words for guilt----------
The only thing that comes to mind is the way Andre had his arms around my waist.
Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
What the hell am I doing? I can not believe that I just had sex with my therapist , that is just so wrong in so many ways. I heard him shuffle against the sheets. I saw his arms flex , and an image from last night flashed in my mind... He's arm flexed exactly like that when he ....... Never mind. I pressed the sheets my chest and got out off the bed as queitly as I could. I grabbed my clothes still pressing the sheet against my chest. As soon as I found all my clothes I changed in the bathroom and I left as soon as I could. When I got into my car I sped down the highway not paying attention to people and the other cars around. I was distracted by what had happened last night , I slept with a man that wasn't my husband. I turned the corner and parked in my driveway I heard my phone ring.
" Hello? " I answered while turning off my engine and unbuckling my seatbelt.
" you left so quickly , I didn't even get a goodbye kiss " Andre said.
I banged my head on my head rest a couple times and closed my eyes. I was not in the mood for his bullshit.
" what do you want Andre? " I snapped.
" sounds like someone is in a bad mood shouldn't be though , I mean after last night- "
" Just tell me what you need! " I explained cutting him off.
I heard his husky laugh and Instantly got wet. I mentally cursed myself at that.
" Why are you in a rush or something? " I could here the smirk on his mouth when he said that.
I opened my eyes " sure " I paused and waited for him to say something.
" Im in a rush or maybe I just don't want to talk to you ,now if you don't tell me what you want I'm going to hang up." I said sternly. "Okay " he said slowly "One minute your moaning my name and the next you hate me a bit confusing don't you think?" I heard something fall like he was throwing a dish in the sink.
" That was a mistake! " I said yelling the last part and looking around to see If anyone was watching me. I heard start to him laugh again.
" Alright I'm going to hang up now " I said with my best annoyed tone , but in reality I was so turned on I couldn't even talk to him with out getting sexual thoughts. Or thinking what his lips would feel like if he kissed-
" If you hang up your going to regret it lat- "
Click.
I dropped my phone in my purse and took my keys out to unlock the door. I unlocked the door and closed it quietly. I walked inside and threw my jacket on the couch.
" where have you been? " David questioned.
I didn't turn around , I kept my back towards him. " I was.... spent a night at Dena's house sorry I forgot to call and tell you "
" No you weren't I called her this morning " he said quickly.
I turned around and saw him with the phone in his hands.
" What are you talking about? " I said confused.
" I'm going to ask you one more time... Where were you last night? " he said like I was a child or something he stepped closer
I laughed in his face " What am I twelve? I don't have to tell you anything. " I sassed back and crossed my arms. He stepped closer so we were face to face and stared into me eyes with furry. He freaked of alcohol.
