Y'all seriously thought I could actually keep up with my books and the amount of reads their getting? Well then ur all wrong- but yea- this is for 200 or 300+ reads- depends on when I get this out. Btw y'all probs gon kill me for this. And imma shut up now. -Author-Kun
Warning: Suicide and self harm
Y/N's POV
(This is 10 years into the future. Not Canon to the storyline! Also the 10 year jump starts when they are 18 so they're 28 in this)
10 years. It's been 10 years since me, Mei and Yuzu got married. Having that dumb blonde as a wife sure has its perks. At least it saves me one extra job. Of course, I do love her, which is why I'm standing in this kitchen, trying to cook some damn soba. That's when our daughter, Mitsuka, walked up to me. She's 3 so she could talk but not that well yet and you bet your asses that me and Mei are gonna turn her into the happiest child alive. I was bending my back to cook properly so that my head wouldn't hit the metal hood when I felt Mitsuka tug on my pant. "Yes Suka?" I asked, turning my head around to look at the small child. "When is mommy and mom come home?" She asked. "Soon I think. Be patient Suka." I smiled and turned my head around to look at the soba.When I was done cooking it, I plated it and put it on the table. I picked up Mitsuka and sat us down on the couch. I turned on the tv and put on her favourite show. I was almost asleep when I heard the door click. I jerked up and turned my head. "Welcome home Mei, Yuzu." I greeted. "I smell Soba."Mei said. "And I smell pennies." I joked. I heard Mei and Yuzu struggle to hold in a laugh. "Just kidding. Anyway dinner's ready." I stretched my arms and saw that Mitsuka had gone over to Mei and Yuzu. I smiled at this sight. I took out my phone and took a picture of this. 'Must capture beauty' I thought. And that was my new lock screen. We all sat at the table and started eating.
After the meal, Mei and Yuzu went to shower while I played with Mitsuka before her bedtime. When they came out, they looked at me like I suddenly grew a tail(oh wait, I do have a tail-). "What?" I deadpanned. I was in a very pink dress that Mitsuka insisted I wear. They literally burst out laughing. "Laughing is prohibited!" I said angrily. As I was saying that, I felt the cuts on my side hurt. They didn't know I'd made cuts in my sides. Or even the fact that I cut. I only lived to see Mei happy. These days though, I'd been getting a lot of hate and death threats from people going around my tweets, posts and YouTube comments telling me to kill myself. It didn't help that I was already depressed and wanted to die.
I picked up Mitsuka and put her to bed. I lied on my bed and looked at my phone. 58 notifications. I opened them and found at least half of them to be death threats. I closed my eyes. I was already deciding on how I wanted to die. Hanging or jumping? Slitting or poison? All options seemed enticing. Bottom line though, I'd have to wait for Mei and Yuzu to fall asleep first. When we all lied down on the bed and turned off the lights, I pretended to be asleep.
At around 3am, I was still awake. I knew that my two wives couldn't stay up that long and were long asleep. So I crept out of bed slowly and opened the windows. I hoisted myself to the window and was on the edge. I stood there and felt the wind. I stretched out my arms and let the wind blow against my skin. Taking a final breath, I let myself fall. I felt the wind gushing onto my body. I took one final look at the sky before closing my eyes and letting myself hit the ground. I felt blood going down my forehead and I couldn't move. I was paralyzed with pain. The last thing I heard and saw was the flashing lights of ambulances and hearing people's footsteps mixed with the sound of ambulance sirens. Then, everything went black.
Yuzu's POV
I woke up and saw that Y/N wasn't there in the bed. 'Maybe she just went to the bathroom of to get a glass of water.' I thought but that's when I saw the window open. I got up quietly and saw flashing lights at the bottom. I looked down in shock and saw something that horrified me. "D-did she c-commit suicide?" I muttered to myself in a shaky breath. I went up to Mei and shook her. "What is it Yuzu?" She asked sleepily. I had tears running down my face and I pointed to the window. She looked at it and her eyes immediately shot open. She ran to the window and looked down. It wasn't my first time seeing Mei tear and cry but this was different. She'd just saw her lover and adopted sister's body be taken into an ambulance. The two of us got changed and grabbed Mitsuka and drove to the hospital.About 15 minutes later, we reached the hospital and ran in. Carrying Mitsuka, I ran after Mei. We ran up to the receptionist and asked her about Y/N. We weren't allowed to see her yet because she was in quite a critical condition. She'd lost quite a bit of blood during the fall and on the ride to the hospital so they were trying to put her in a stable enough condition to survive until they had more doctors. We waited. Minutes seemed like hours when we waited for the ok to see our lover. I was crying and trying to stay positive. It was hard, especially when your wife could be dying and you didn't know. Mei was still tearing and trying not to let tears just spill out. I knew very well that this was even worse for Mei considering how long they've known each other and how much Y/N had been there for Mei and supported her when no one was. I contemplated hugging her and telling her that it would be fine but I knew it would be empty words. Even I had trouble believing that it would all be fine and life would be sunshine and rainbows again.
Aftrr around 2 hours of waiting, the doctor came out and what I heard shocked me "she's not gonna make it to tomorrow." He told us that in a sad tone. I wanted this to all be a nightmare but I knew that it wasn't. Mei herself was unable to believe this. We immediately went into the room and looked at her body. Tubes and machines were connected to her and she had a ventilator on to help her breath. I shakily went to her bedside, followed by a Mei who was on the verge of breaking down. Mitsuka was confused as to what was going on but I felt it was better she didn't know. If she did, she would probably never leave Y/N's bedside. Y/N half opened her eyes and they were even more dull and clouded than usual. I saw Mei try to hold her body up but failed because she wasn't strong enough. "Hey..don't cry.." She said and it was obvious that she was having a hard time breathing. She used her hands and pulled our heads to her. "I'm sorry...that I had to do this..take care of Suka...for me.." She was clearly about to die. "You can't just leave! I..we still need you!" Mei shouted at her."Sorry Mei..I'm especially sorry to you....take care of yourself..and Yuzu..and Suka..for me." She smiled and I felt her body go limp. She'd taken her final breath. I felt that Mei knew Y/N was limp and dead. I prepared myself for what Mei was gonna do. "Y/N..wake up. This isn't funny. Please..." Mei looked at Y/N'a smiling face. "How can you still smile and yet look so beautiful. Even in death." She said. I had expected her to scream but I Guess this was enough. Doctors filed in. "Please step aside ladies.." A doctor solemnly said."Time of death is 6am, Saturday morning. Cause of death is Suicide." He confirmed her death time and cause and draped a white blanket over her face. We looked at her one last time before leaving. Teary eyed and sad.
I didn't want to do this but it had to be done. Again. Not Canon. Just a random one shot also don't kill me if I made waifu Mei and Yuzu sad. -Author-Kun
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