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Yoongi unlocked the door to his studio and didn't even get to fully step inside before he was engulfed in a tight hug. The familiar scent of vanilla filled his nostrils and his cheek touched the skin of Hoseok's neck, arms wrapping around each other. Yoongi's tears rolled down his cheeks and landed Hoseok's purple hoodie as Hoseok's collided with Yoongi's soaking wet white one. Both boys sobbed harshly, Yoongi feeling the warmth from Hoseok's and shivering. Hoseok took notice and pulled Yoongi inside, closing the studio's door. He unwrapped his arms around Yoongi only to pull of Yoongi's hoodie, still standing close. When Yoongi's skin was hit by the cool air off his studio he unconsciously leaned in more, his bare chest meeting Hoseok's clothed one.
Hoseok picked up the blanket from the sofa and wrapped it around Yoongi before pushing Yoongi down, making him sit on the sofa with Hoseok on top of him. The boys closed their eyes, foreheads leaning against each other. "I decided to not eat once because I wanted to nail our choreography. I wanted it to look flawless. And just like that I caught myself not eating once, twice, thrice and then losing count. I didn't pay it any attention." Their eyes were still closed, their tears had by now gotten mixed and Yoongi was taking in every word Hoseok was almost whispering out.
"I just focused on working on the choreography. Believe me when I say this Yoongi, you know me better than I know myself. I struggle to realize when a habit is bad. If I had known what I was doing to my body, I'd tell you. You're all I have to tell these stuff too. I love you so much-h, please don't tell me you're useless when you in fact saved my life two years ago, hyung" Hoseok broke down totally, pulling Yoongi into a kiss. The younger boy's lips met the older's lips, as they both sobbed into the kiss. Yoongi pulled away from the kiss, yet staying with his forehead attached to the younger boys only to say "I'm sorry baby. I know you trust me. I let my doubts win and that's why I lashed out like that. I just don't want to be useless. You're the only one that knows this. I love you too, please don't cry."
Yoongi kissed Hoseok again, this time taking the upper hand molding his lips against Hoseoks, making the boys kiss back just as eagerly. Yoongi felt all wobbly as he kissed Hoseok harder, making the boy moan. He bit his lip and slipped his tongue into Hoseok's wet mouth, trying to savour the taste of his boyfriend. Trying to make his boyfriend calm down by kissing his thoughts away. The saltiness of their tears rolling down Hoseok's cheek and into his mouth made Yoongi want to chuckle, but he was busy kissing the breath out of Hoseok.
In this life it was the two boys and thousands of guns aiming right at them. But Yoongi felt it right then, whilst kissing the boy. He never failed his fans for not being able to perform one hundred percent. After all, he was a human that had bad days. He wasn't the reason why Hoseok had overworked himself. Hoseok was also a human that had bad days. He wasn't the reason his parents were so goddamn disappointed in him. It was his parents that had planned his future, so they had fooled themselves by imagining how his life would look. He wasn't the reason Moonbin had died. The boy died in a car accident after leaving his house by choice. Yoongi was the reason Namjoon had to meet up with manager Sejin and he stood for that. But it didn't mean that Yoongi did anything wrong.
No, in fact, he just got caught slipping once. And it's okay. He would make up for it later. Right now what mattered was that Yoongi could calmly say,
that he didn't feel useless.
He pulled away from the wet kiss, opening his eyes. His eyes met Hoseok's shining ones and the boys had stopped crying by now, both trying to catch their breath. Yoongi smiled, hugging the boy tightly, his harsh breathing tickling Hoseok's neck, making the boy's euphoric laughs erupt into the studio, accompanied by the music that was long gone forgotten.
In one way, he felt bulletproof in that moment.
as if Hoseok and him shared the same mind, Hoseok whispered,
"you make me feel bulletproof, hyung"
and Yoongi could feel it, the genuineness that was radiating from Hoseok. That's what he needed to start crying again, this time out of overwhelm.
