Hyejin's POV
I woke up because of the sunlight scatter on my room which is really annoying.Its Saturday and I want to sleep at the rest of the day to forget the pain but I've just woke up.
I parted the blanket on my body and walk to get some breakfast downstair.I walk towards the door but then I walk backwards when I saw my own reflection on the mirror.
"Fuck those puffy eyes."I said to myself.I'm sure I got this from crying last night.Its been long time since I cried a lot like this.
Men,its really painful.Forget each for good.
Instead of going downstair,I walk towards the bathroom and take a bath.
Time flies so fast and its already 5:30 pm and this is the first time I locked myself in this room and do nothing.Weekend is the time that we must hang out,but no one dare to invite.
The thing between me and Jimin affect our friends.We rarely eat together these past few days because of what happened to me and Jimin.It must be hard for them too.
Suddenly my phone vibrated.I lazily reach it on my desk and answered the call coming from Jinri.
"Where are you?"She asked.
"At my bed.Why?"
"Gosh!wake up lazy butt.Wanna hang out with us?"
"Ummm."Should I?
"Don't worry only me and Jin."I thought Jimin is also there.
"Eh..I don't want to be third wheeler."
"Ah!Jungkook and Taehyung will also come."
"Okay."I lazily said and hung up.Maybe its better to hang out with them than to lock myself here.Time to fix myself and forget the confession thing.Its not easy to do..now that Jimin hates me.
After I change my clothes, I made my way at our gate.I open our gate as I walk outisde but I suddenly stop when I accidentally kick a paper bag.I pick the paper bag at the ground and opened it.As I open the paper bag, I saw a lot of medicines, ointment and pink band aid.
Its him.
I put the bag on its original position and I continue walking.
"Hyejin!"I heard a familiar voice at the time I entered the Coffe Bay.I look at my side to see Jinri waving at me with those smile that I hope I can do the same right now.
I walk towards there and sit beside Taehyung.There's a six coffe on the table,I wonder who is the owner of that coffee because we are only five here in the table.
"Hi noona."Jungkook greeted me so I force myself to smile.
"Hi Jungkook."
"Gladly you came here."Jin said as he sip on his coffee.
"I have nothing to do in the house so I came here."I answer and trying to be comfortable with them.I know that they are trying to distract me from what happening right now between me and Jimin.
"Aigoo..Look at those eyes...don't cry again..Okay.."Jinri said while pointing my eyes then afterwards Jin elbowed his girlfriend.
"Why did you bring up that thing.."Jin whisper at the girl beside him.
"Its okay..its not a big deal."I said and tried to look okay..I hope my fake smile can cover the sadness in my eyes.
"Hyejin..we invited someone..will you be okay?"Taehyung asked.
"Who?"I asked as I heard some footstep coming from my back.I look at my back to see him with a shock reaction the same as mine.
"Let's not just pretend but let's forget each other for…real."
Just staring at him made my heart sank.Whenever I remember those words I can't stop myself but to feel the pain.He just remind me the day he hurt me with those words.
I feel a hot liquid roll down on my cheeks.I quickly wipe my tears as I stand from my seat and run away from them.
"HYEJIN!"They called but I don't dare look at them again.I keep on running but then I feel a sudden tiredness so I stop.
"Hyejin!"My friends called as they all approach me.
"I'm sorry we just want you to talk wi-"
"Do you think this is a joke?"I asked.I know I look terrible right now,my eyes are tired but they keep on releasing unwanted tears.
"My feelings are not joke.I'm hurt!"I yelled."How can you do this to me?Making me face the person who hurt me the most and you said you want us to talk..I'm sorry I can't..I know that you're also affected but let me handle this alone."
"I'm sorry we don't know that he hurt you that much."Jinri lowered her head.
"Correct..You all know nothing so don't interfer..Talking to him won't be that easy as you think..Facing him is very hard for me and to talk to him will be harder one for me to deal."
"So stop this things they won't help me or him."I felt sorry just looking at them..They all want us to talk but I can't..The pain I have right now is very hard to deal..I can't even face him because I'm scared that I might hate him for making me feel like this..I don't want to find myself hating my favorite person.
"Hyejin I'm sorry."She said as she hold my hands but I pulled my hands back and run away from them.
Its like I'm running to escape the pain.
I just keep on walking not knowing where my feet bring me.
I'm totally ruined and tired but I can't do anything to protect myself from this pain..Well I know that I'm fragile and I hate it..I want to be strong but pain makes me weak..Its like a war that you can't avoid your self from getting hurt.
Feeling is like a war,easy to start but very hard to stop.
"Psst."I heard someone and that's the time I come to my senses.I look around then I realize that I'm inside the tunnel where common crimes happen.
Then afterwards someone grab my wrist from the back and then pinned me on the wall.
"Aaaaaaaaah!"I yelled but he quickly cover my mouth with the help of his hand.I smell some cigarette and alchol coming from him..The light from the tunnel is so dim so I can't recoginze who is this person.
"Quiet."He said as he remove his hand on my mouth...He sounds familiar...No way..
"Sa-Samuel?"
"Wow!You recognize me."He said as he clap...
Crazy ass.
"Well,I know that I'm really hard to forget."He said as he walk closer to me.
"Have you been well?"He asked as he lean closer to my face.
"Yah!"I said as I force to push him..He fall on the ground so I take the oppurtunity to run away from him..But he grab my wrist and spun me around.
"Stop being naughty."He said.
"Let's have some fun."He drag me and he again pinned me the wall..He hold my wrist very tight and I can't even slip my wrist from his hands because its really tight.
He lean closer to me and he was about to crash his dirty lips on mine but someone grab him from the back and punch right to his face.
"Jimin?"I mumbled due to dim light I'm not sure if he is Jimin.
The guy punch Samuel to death..He didn't stop until Samuel pass out and all I can heard right now is the heavy breathe coming from him.
After he beat Samuel,he started to walk away from me but then his shadow look back on me.
"You'll come or wait for me to drag you out of here?"
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Fanfiction"Right..For you I'm nothing but a playboy." "I'm sorry...I'm just scared...because you're a playboy..." Started: June 15,2020 Finished: September 10,2020 #57 in jiminfanfic