One hours ago I just woke up after this strange dream. It felt so familiar,still I didn't knew why.
I tried to stand up. I still felt the pain in my back but I made it. After opening the door and walking to the others, I started feeling less horrible. I guess a bit of walking should do the trick.
"Hey there kid. How ya doin' "Greez greeted me with a smile. He offered me a chair but I denied. "Rhanks, but I going for a walk... I feel much better now" With that said I went outside and took a deep breath. The air felt dirty but you definitely could smell the nature which haven't been destroyed. But mostly just ash and dust. I started walking a bit around the ship. I felt more and more better than a few minutes ago. Seems like the stip BD gave me helped. Before Cal left BD gave me a little green stump which should help me regain some strength. Well what ever this thing was. It helped. After 5 rounds around the ship Cere approached me. "Hey there (y/n), you feeling better?" She went checking my bandages. "Seems alright " She looked satisfied and she also asked me to follow her. We went back into the ship and sat on the sofa.She looked at me seriously and then pointed to the blaster that was on the table."I think you know this weapon. Not exactly this weapon, but one of the kind?" I nodded and looked at her questioningly.
"I know it's probably going to be a little early to talk about it, because you're not yet able to train yourself ... but I want to show you what I've learned." Cere pointed to the blaster and looked into my eyes. "I would like to learn how to use it ..." I hesitated and picked up the blaster. Put my finger on the trigger. It feels so familiar ...Cere noticed my confusion and tried to pull me out of my daydream. "What were you dreaming of, you were bathed in sweat and also muttered to yourself." I looked at her and hesitated... Can I tell her... I dont even know myself what happened ..."You dint have to..." I interrupted her " No it's fine. I just don't know how to start. Actually I don't even know for myself what it was. It all felt so real..." I looked down and didn't talked any more. Cere understood and didn't asked any more questions."If you need to talk, you can always talk to me if you want."I looked back up and she smiled at me.
After a few minutes of silence I asked Cere, if she and Cal are still fighting. She nodded and I asked why exactly they were fighting. " Well he met someone we both know. Trilla. She was once my Padawan...but something happens which changed bothers our lifes...Trillas and mine..." Cere said nothing more and I could definitely see her pain.
I actually felt kinda bad for her...
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[Many hours later]Cal returned. Finally. We all sat on the table to get something to eat. Greez clocked some steaks and some mashed potatoes like blue stuff. Looking weird but at least it tasted good.
It was a pretty soothed silence at the table.Cere tried to get through to Cal, but he distracted and told about the origin tree, the bird and that he had took down the ninth sister. It feels good to have him back in one piece. I looked over at Greez...he was still putting more and more salt in his steak. I was shook."Hey Greez... why so much salt" He looked surprised "Well ya know, I like it better that way"I giggled and continued eating.After we all were finished I stood up and walked towards my room. Cal followed me. "Hey, how are you doing? Is your back getting any better" Ich turned around and was now standing right in front of him. "Yeah, thanks to the stump you gave me. I can now walk nor al again and without any pain." I smiled because I was again very happy about this howl day. I was pain free, Cere offered me her training advice and ...Cal was back.
"I'm glad that your alright (y/n)" He looked down at me and right into my eyes.
After a few seconds I looked away and blushed. Cal seemed to notice it and giggled. "Well I guess I let you get some rest." Before he left my room he turned around once more. "Tomorrow we will make a short break on Bogano. Mabey you wanna join me exploring.Sleep well" Than he left with a smal smile on his face.Bogano? Never heard of that planet...
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