awkward is awkwardness without ness

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Monty's pov:

I woke up and the first thing that I thought was Seb. He was definitely drunk. Of course, he was. I stood up and walked to my closet. I saw a note on my table. I took it and read it: "Hey Monty. Please don't do this too awkward. - Seb" Not gonna happen. I just took the blade and cut two times. After that, I just sat on my bed and thought about why I did it. Why? Can someone give me a reason why I did that! I was kinda angry about myself.

I came to the kitchen there was just Seb. "Morning," I said. "Hi," he answered. The atmosphere was already awkward. I did my sandwiches and sat opposite Seb. Both of us just ate and were quiet. When I had eaten Seb opened his mouth. "So about the yesterday," Seb started. "You were drunk," I said. Seb's eyes winced. "Well, actually I wasn't..." "Okay, but you acted like you were," I said. "Okay, if you say so, but then you did it too," Seb said. "What?" I asked. "You were making out with Amy," Seb remembered. "She was drunk," I answered. The awkward atmosphere came back. We just sat quietly and ate our breakfast.

Seb's pov:

I just sat and looked outside. It was raining, of course. Monty is so weird today and he was weird yesterday too. Well, maybe he was drunk. I went to his room. "Hey," I said when I stepped in. "Hi," Monty answered. "So I was thinking that what if it was you who was drunk yesterday," I said. Monty looked at me with a weird look on his face. "I didn't drink anything in that evening, except water," he said. "Well, me neither," I said. Monty looked embarrassed. "I'm sorry," he said. "I have acted like an idiot," he added. "Well, kind of," I said and smiled to him. But Monty didn't smile. I sat on the chair. We just were quiet.

Monty's pov:

Seb came to sit on next to me on my bed. "I can promise that I was serious," he said suddenly. "Serious about what?" I asked and raised my eyebrows. Seb came really close to me. "Serious about you," he whispered and then he kissed me. I didn't pull him away. I actually, kissed him back. It was a kind of accident? Seb wrapped his arms around me and we just kissed. I couldn't stop and I think that Seb had the same problem. When we finally stopped we just looked at each other. "This is awkward," I whispered. "No, it isn't," Seb said. "Okay then," I said and kissed him again.

Seb's pov:

We laid next to each other on Monty's bed. "What we are going to do now?" Monty whispered. "Do you like me?" I asked and turned my head to him. "Would I otherwise kissed you?" Monty asked. "If you were drunk," I said and laughed. "Stop!" Monty yelled and throw a pillow towards me. "Okay, I stop, sorry," I said. "Thank you," Monty said. "But really, what do you think about me?" I asked. Monty looked me straight to eyes and tilted his head. "You're cute," he said. My eyes winced. "Really?" I asked and Monty nodded slightly. "I like you," I said. Monty started smiling. He kissed me. Of course, I kissed him back.

Monty's pov:

We laid on Seb's bed. My head was on his chest. I listened to Seb's breathing. He stroked my head. Lily came. "I thought that your fake relationship was over," she said. "It is," I said and yawned. "So are you guys in a real relationship?" Lily asked surprisingly. "well, kind of," Seb said and smiled. "KT!!" Lily shouted. "What?" Kt shouted back. "Come here," Lily said. Kt stepped in our room. I pressed my face against Seb's chest. "What are you guys doing?" Kt asked. I closed my eyes. "They are together," Lily whispered. "No, we're not," Seb said. "Yet," he added. "Okay," Kt said. "Look at them, so cute!" Lily said and Kt smiled. "Yeah, they are," she said and then they left and we were alone again. "Hi, sleepyhead," Seb said. "Mmm," I mumbled. Seb kissed my forehead. It felt good. "You should change your clothes," Seb said. "I'm too tired," I said and sighed. "Let's stood up," Seb said and helped me up. "I'm hungry," I whispered. "Hi hungry, I'm Seb," Seb said and wrapped his arms around me. "Wow, you're funny," I said and yawned. "Sorry," he said. "Let's go to eat something," he said.

Seb's pov:

We ate some evening snack and Monty went to change his clothes. I didn't want to be intrusive so I just went back to my room. Actually I wasn't sure was Monty coming here for this night. What if he thought that I wanted to be in my own peace? Well, he has to do his own decisions. Somebody knocked on the door. I was sure that it was Monty. I decided that I kiss him right when I open the door. So I did. When we stopped. I realized that it wasn't Monty...

Monty's pov:

I was heading to Seb's room but then I saw that Seb was kissing Kt. I just stopped and stared at them. Was he just playing with me? When they stopped Seb looked surprised. "Seb, I wasn't waiting for that," Kt said. Seb turned his head and saw me. "Monty," he breathed. I head back to my room. Of course, why someone could like me. What if this was Seb's and Kt's plan the whole time. Let me down. That's why they have been so friendly to me. Blade shined on the moonlight on my table. I swallowed. I took it. I did a long and deep cut. My table was bloody. I cleaned it. I put on the hoodie and hid the wound under the sleeve. Then I put the blade on my closet. I laid on my bed. Someone came to my room. "Monty," it was Seb. "I can explain," he whispered. I presented that I was sleeping. Seb came next to me and hugged me. Then he took my hand, the wrong hand. He spotted the new cut. "Don't present, Monty, I know that you are awake," he said and I opened my eyes. "Why you did this?" Seb asked. "You are not helping me," I answered. Seb sighed and came closer to me. He took me on his lap. "Can I explain," he whispered. "Yes," I answered. Seb stroked the wound.


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