i cried when i wrote this...
take your tissues babe x
Monty's pov:
I woke up from the bed, alone. Seb was already stood up. I didn't want to but I was starving so I had to. I walked to the kitchen. There was only Shauni. "Morning," I said and yawned. "Hey Monty, how are you feeling?" She asked and smiled. "I'm good," I answered. "Where is Seb?" I asked. "He went to walk with Kt," Shauni said. "Okay," I said and put some butter on my bread.
I was laying on our bed and being on my phone when Seb rushed in. "Hi," I said and smiled at him. "Hi," he said and looked busy. "Are you busy?" I asked. "Yeah, I have some things to do today," he said and changed his hoodie. "Okay, for example, what?" I asked. "Just some things," he answered and left me alone again. I was kinda confused first but then I realized... is he doing some surprise to me? How cute...
Shauni's pov:
The clock was almost 3 pm. I saw that Seb and Kt were in the hallway. "Where are you going again?" I asked and sipped my juice. "We are going to movies," Kt said and smiled. "Oh okay, isn't Monty coming with you? He could need some cheer up?" I asked. "No, he's sleeping," Seb said and they just left. They were kinda weird. I went to Seb's and Monty's door and knocked. Immediately I heard: 'Come in.' Monty wasn't sleeping. I opened the door. "Hey, Shauni, where Seb is?" He asked. "Have you slept?" I asked back. "No, I just did this painting," he said and pointed on the table. "Wow, it's really pretty," I said. "Thank you," Monty smiled. "Seb left with Kt," I said. "Where did they go?" Monty asked. "In the movies, Seb said that you were sleeping," I said. Monty looked confused. "I have seen him just one time today, he said that he is busy today," Monty lowered his eyes. "Do you think that Seb and Kt...?" Monty started. "NO! Of course not!" I tried but I couldn't be convincing. Monty sighed. Lily came in. "Where is Kt?" She asked and sounded excited. "In movies," I answered. "With Seb," Monty sounded jealous. Lily's excitement disappeared.
Monty's pov:
"Where are they?" Lily said aloud. "The movie ended like three hours ago, "Jake said. "Thank you for reminding," I said. "Sorry, Mont," he apologized. I sighed. "I sounded so mean that was just a fact, sorry Jake," I said back. "It's okay," Jake said and tapped me on my shoulder. "Oh no," Lily gasped. "What?" I asked. "Tell us!" Shauni insisted. "It seems like they are in the hotel together," she almost whispered and showed Kt's snap story to us. It was too much. "I have to think now," I said and almost ran to our room. I started crying. I thought that we were in love. I just cried for an hour and many more. I felt horrible. I almost can say that they weren't going back home today.
Seb posted on Instagram in the evening. The caption was 'first love, last love.' I stood up. Everyone was in the living room. They didn't watch TV. They just sat and were quiet. "Do Kt and Seb had something going on between them, earlier?" I asked. I was afraid of the worst. Lily just nodded. My breath started to shook. "O-okay," I mumbled. "Why?" Shauni asked. "Look Seb's new post on Instagram," I said and sat on the armchair. "Oh no," Jake gasped. "Monty," Lily ran to hug me. I started to cry again.
Seb's pov:
I woke up next to Kt. But why? Why he's in my and Monty's room? I felt so dizzy. "How many we drank?" she asked and yawned. "Too many," I mumbled and sat up. "Where are we?" I was so confused. "At a hotel," Kt said. "Don't you remember," she said. I shook my head. Then I realized that Kt had only her underwear. "Wait, did we..." I was so confused. "I don't remember," Kt sighed. Then both of us noticed the condom packet. "Oh shit," I said. "Why we drank?" Kt said. "This is a nightmare," I sighed. Then I realized. "OMG, MONTY!!" I almost shouted. "Oh fuck," Kt said. "I'm badest boyfriend ever! If I'm even a boyfriend anymore," I said and started to put clothes on.
We opened our door. The whole house was quiet. "Hello?" Kt said. No answers. We walked to the living room. Lily, Shauni, and Jake were sitting on the couch. When we stepped in all of them raised their looks. "Where the fuck you were?" Lily asked. Her voice was monotonic. "Uhm," Kt tried but I cut her off: "Where is Monty?" I asked. "Do you really think that he's okay? Or that he is on your side anymore?" Shauni said. Her voice was monotonic too. And so was Jake's when he said: "I have never seen Monty so weak and broken that he was yesterday." I sighed and walked towards our room. I knocked. No answer. I opened the door and I saw just a little blanket lump on the corner of our room. I knew that it was Monty. I walked closer to him. I was putting my hand on his shoulder. "Monty," I said quietly. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" He yelled and rolled himself inside the blanket. I felt tears in my eyes. He's so broken. I don't know how to fix him. "I was so drunk," I tried. "Monty, please, can I see your face?" I asked but Monty stayed quiet. He's so mad and he has a reason to be. He didn't move. I pulled the blanket off on his face. He looked so broken. He didn't open his eyes. "Please Monty, open your eyes," I pleased. "I don't want to see you," he whispered. Ouch. "I know that you're mad and sad and broken, but can you even open your eyes," I pleased again. Monty's eyes burst open. Wow, I haven't seen so red eyes in a while. His eyes looked so sad. He didn't look mad at all, but I knew that he was.
Monty's pov:
I just looked straight to Seb's eyes. A tear rolled on my cheek. Seb hugged me. I didn't hug back. I'm not going to give up, I'm not going to be the nicest and most naive person in this world, again. Seb didn't let me go. "Monty, we were drunk, both of us lost control," Seb tried. "I thought that you were cheating on me," I answered. Seb bit his lip. "Well," he started. I knew what was coming. "You fucking shit! How dare you? I'm not good enough?" I stood up and shouted. "No, Monty, you're perfect..." Seb tried. "Well, then you could have taken me to the movies too! I'm not Seb, you lied to Shauni that I was sleeping! If you want to break up, can you just said it, and don't cheat," I said and sobbed. "I know I lied and it was stupid, but you don't like horror films..." Seb explained. "THEN WHY YOU COULDN'T JUST SAID THAT I DON'T LIKE THEM. INSTEAD OF IT YOU LIED!!!" I shouted. I was so angry and sad. "I'm a piece of shit, I know, I don't deserve you Monty, you are too angelic to me," he started sobbing. "I love you Monty, I love you so fucking much, but I'm not good enough to love you," he said and kneeled down. Those words got me back to the floor again. "Is that how you feel with me?" I whispered. "No, not at all," Seb said. "I feel like a heaven with you Monty Keates. Heaven."
