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Millie's POV

"Finn, please stop," I said, even though I want him to keep going. I just don't feel comfortable anymore. All he is doing is kissing my neck. It's too much.

"Okay." He said, and looked at me with concern.

"Millie, tell me." He whispered, and I woke up, trying to breathe. Why doesn't he ever kiss me on the lips in my dreams?

I get up and get ready for the day, putting on a T-shirt and leggings. I never wear leggings to school. I like to look decent at school. I put a white hoodie over the T-shirt, the hoodie stopping at my mid thigh. I brushed my hair and teeth, I ate a couple strawberries and left. I put on a black beanie too, because of the snow. Sadie and I are carpooling today, because it's just easier that way. She picked me up, and laughed at me because I looked like an Oreo. I can admit I do.

I was thinking about my fate for today. Would it be a good day? Would Jacob leave me the fuck alone?

We arrived at school, and just talked to everyone. Everyone seemed in a good mood, except for Lilia.

"What's up lil?" I asked, and she shrugged.

"I told Mark I liked him, but he said he had another girl in mind." She said, and I frowned.

"It's okay, he isn't worth it. You're beautiful." I said, and she smiled and hugged me. I had to hold back the flinch and how badly I wanted to pull away for Lilia, because she needed the hug.

The bell rang, so I walked to my locker, and grabbed everything I needed, then closed it to see Finn standing there. Deja vu much?

"You coming to lunch today?" He asked, and I nodded.

"Why wouldn't I?" I asked, and he shrugged.

"Just wondering." He said, looking me up and down.

"You're a cute little Oreo today." He said, making me laugh. That was his goal today; to make me laugh. I can tell.

"Bye Finn," I said, walking away, going to English with Maddie.

Finn doesn't like me. I don't like Finn. We're just becoming friends, can that not happen? It's happening. We're becoming close, and we're being friends. He can be creepy and a little psycho sometimes, but you have to get past that to know the real him. And I'm working on it.

So it would be nice to stop dreaming about Finn. Even though he is a little attractive to me, that doesn't mean I like him. Can't he just be attractive? Why did he ask me to tell him in my dream? Tell him what?

"Millie?" Caleb asked, poking me. I zoned out, and looked at him and Gaten.

"What?" I asked. They don't care about math, they care about answers.

"Did you do these problems?" Gaten asked. I looked, and saw I did them and gave them the answers. The teacher doesn't care either. As long as we pass I guess. The bell rang soon enough, and I made my way to Spanish, god I hate Spanish. Why am I in it? I'm literally so dumb. I don't know how I'm in Spanish 4. I don't understand shit.

I zoned out, until I heard Finn whisper in my ear.

"¿Qué pasa Millie? por favor dime.". What the hell does that mean? Didn't I learn that shit in Spanish 1?

"Stop trying to make me look dumb, you know I can't understand spanish." I said, and he smiled, and started working.

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I should've skipped this class. It isn't worth it. I was anxious the entire class, couldn't focus, or anything. So, I had to try and cram all my work in the last 5 minutes.