Yanyan x Joseph (COMPLETED)

His Love

                                    Joseph POV
  I was scared I didn't want him to die he's in the emergency room right now and I'm having a panic attack right now and I can't calm down the nurses are trying calm me down but it's not working. I couldn't breath at all, I was slowly losing sight everything g is going black I could hear that they were losing I couldn't believe it my heart couldn't take it. Living a world without him, living without his smile, his laugh, his movements, everything about him.  
                                2 hours later
Dr. Seokjin: excuse me sir?
J: *slowly opens eyes*
Dr. Sj : are you okay?
J: oh ye-yeah I am *remembers Yanyan*
J:IS YANYAN OKAY!?
Dr. Sj: we almost lost him, but luckily we didn't
J: oh thank god, can I see him?
Dr . Sj: sure but make sure you stay quiet, he needs his rest *smiles*
J: okay and thank you *smiles back*
Dr. Sj: you're welcome oh and his room number is 206
J: okay thank you
I left the room to go see Yanyan, as I come up to 206 I can't help but fell nervous, how can I face him after that, what happens if he forgets me I couldn't help but panic then a nurse come out of the room
N: are you going into this room?
J: oh uh yes
N: well okay but be careful his awake right now, I don't any pressure
J: okay!
N: *smiles then leaves*
I breath in and out as I slowly turn the knob, I slide open the door and walk in I turn already and close the door then I hear Yanyan crying
J: are you okay Yanie!
Y: I'm fine but why are you here?
J: because I can and I want to see you, how are you feeling?
Y: I'm feeling okay, but I have a question
J:what is it?
Y: why do you care so much about me and why did you save me? You're going to leave me eventually!*starts to cry*
J: no I'm not, the reason I care so much about it's because I lo- cuz I care for you you're like a brother to me!*wipes tears on Yanyans face*
Y: do you care for me , because you love me?
As was I shock how did he figured it out
J: ho- how did you know, please don't leave just because I love even you don't love me don't leave me i do t care if you think of gays but you can hurt me call me names release your angry on me but don't leave me!
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A/U: thank you for all the support! And if you don't know Yanie is gay so you don't to ask him or me. And now you guys have wait a week to find out his answer :3, if you guys have any questions tell me and if you have any suggestions please tell me! Try my best to answer all the questions and try to do the suggestion you guys told me and sorry this is not that great I rushed it
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