Two Hundred Percent | JiHope [Completed]

Hoseok (13) ☑

It's been two days since I got discharge from the hospital and I've been locked inside my room. Namjoon hyung doesn't allowed me to leave or move away from the bed. He insist that I need to rest so my injury will be heal soon.

I texted Jungkook yesterday to apologized because my brother got mad at them. For me, what happened is not their fault. I am old enough to protect myself or I'm not?

I groaned when I remembered Jimin. What happened gives me more reason that he is not safe when he is around me.

I got injured because of my own stupidness. What's more when he is around? I will just be the cause of his danger. I'm not like Yoongi that can beat everyone around him. He has more strength than me that's why he became my bodyguard.

Sometimes I need to accept the fact that I still need to be protected. Now I know that I am a loser when it comes to love.

I felt the tears at the rimmed of my eyes and I just let it flow. It's not everyday that I cry. Just by thinking of giving-up my feelings for Jimin gives so much pain in my heart.

I sobbed and promise that this will be the first and last cry I will have.

"Hoseok?" Jungkook called then I heard the door being closed.

I wiped my tears but more is coming out. Jungkook sit on the left side of my bed and patted my back. I looked at him with the looks of being hurt.

He sigh then put my head on his chest and caress my hair "It's okay! You can cry all you want" he whisper and it makes me sobbed harder.

Jungkook keeps on comforting me without asking anything. I am really thankful that he is here with me.

After a moment, my cry subside and I just keep on sniffing. I moved away from Jungkook then wipe my tears with the back of my hand.

"You okay now?" he asked then gives me a tissue.

I just nodded and said "Thank you" I looked at him and suddenly felt shy "Gosh! You see me cry" I said then cover my face with my hands.

Jungkook then laugh so hard "Don't worry, I will not going to used it as a blackmail" he said and I looked at him expectantly.

"Really?"

"Maybe"

Then I groaned because I know that he will use it as a blackmail.

"How is your knee?" he asked after a seconds.

"Still not okay" then touch it "Until I can't walked properly, I am not okay. I can't believe that I need to used a crutches!" I whine and he just chuckle "I am sorry again on behalf of my brother"

"It's okay" and he sit properly "You have a protective brother. He treat you like a girl that needs to be protected all the time" then he laugh a little.

I suddenly felt sad when I heard his words "Sorry if I'm weak" I voiced out.

"Weak?" then he looked at me disbelievingly "You're not weak, Hoseok. Yes, you got injured but that doesn't mean you're weak. You know why?" he asked with a smirk.

"Why?"

"Because I didn't see you asking a help from us. You know that you have a bodyguard but you didn't think of us that way. You fight on your own. Sometimes we just got surprised that you go to school with a bruised or wounds. Thank goodness that your brother didn't kill us" he explained.

What he said makes me happy. All the negative thoughts I have about myself were gone. I smile widely and can't help but to hug him tight.

"I fucking love you" I said and he push me away.