Crossing [Countryhumans fanfiction (Finland x Russia / Finland x Estonia)]

Part 10

Sorry for being inactive with this story ;-; I've been busy but now finally have a new part!

The night was late and the club would be closed soon. The two mans, the taller and shorter one were still in the middle of the crowd on the dance floor. People started leaving and the two of them ended up out with the others. It was dawning already.

"It was... A nice night," Estonia said while walking and glaring at Finland. "Heh... Yeah..." Finland answered but didn't make it to finish his words as he saw Russia coming out of the door of the club, waving around, seeming like he had drunk way more than he could handle. Finland's chest filled up with anger and anxiety when he saw him. Russia had hurt two of the Nordic brothers at the same time with his actions. Or at least Finland assumed so as he thought about Norway. "Let's go, Estonia," Finland said quickly and pulled Estonia's arm. He took him to a small alley where he kept walking.

"Why are we here?" Estonia asked after the club had disappeared behind the corner. A smile on his face Estonia wondered what Finland was up to. "Hm... No reason. Just... A different route," Finland said hesitantly. Estonia didn't really think that was the actual truth but let it go. "I wasn't really so drunk during the night tho. Even tho it was kinda the plan. I never use to be in clubs or bars without getting drunk," Estonia said to change the topic. Finland was quiet for a moment. Then he started seeking something from his pocket and pulled out a little bottle of vodka. "Wanna implement your plan?" He asked grinning a bit. "What– noo, you didn't have that all the time in the club?!" Estonia asked unbelieving and got enthusiastic. "I always have something just in case," Finland said "well?"

"Give it here already!" Estonia laughed and grabbed the bottle.

Finland and Estonia kept walking around with no actual destination as the sun started rising. Maybe it wasn't the best possible idea to start drinking in the morning but it didn't bother either of them. Everything just felt right when they were with each other no matter what they did.

Eventually they ended up at Finland's house. The vodka bottle had been empty for a while already and found its way to a trash can as the two ugrics passed it.

"Am I going to sleep at your place again?" Estonia asked as Finland was opening the door. "You can sleep here as often as you want," Finland said and Estonia could even hear warmth in his usually so cold voice. They stepped inside and headed to the living room. "I'm not tired yet though," Estonia said. Finland could see he was pretty drunk because of the vodka but he wasn't completely sober either himself. "Me neither," Finland admitted. "I'm going to the bedroom already though. Just to lie down," He added. Estonia was just about to sit down on the sofa but stopped. "Can... Can I come too?" He asked and his tone sounded a bit uncomfortable. Like he didn't feel fine about asking it. Finland turned his face towards him and was quiet. He was secretly happy for Estonia asked it. He could never ask it himself. "Yeah, of course," He said trying to sound chill.

Finland came to the bedroom  Estonia following him. Finland took his shirt off and Estonia boggled a bit as he saw Finland's naked snow white back. Finland lied down and soon Estonia came next to him. Both of them were lying looking at the ceiling in the dark room as the curtains blocked the sunlight coming from outside.

"Hey, Finn... Remember when you were at my place... When you wanted to apologise," Estonia started. "Clearly," Finland answered as he remembered the uncomfortable situation. "I never said if I accepted your apologise," Estonia continued. Finland was quiet and waited for what Estonia was about to say. "I did. I'm not mad at you," He finished, turned his eyes to Finland and smiled at him in the blue darkness. "... Good to know," Finland said. He had no idea what else to say but he was happy for Estonia's words. "Also another thing about that day..." Estonia said again. "When I told you that I don't want to make you choose. Between me and... Russia, I mean. You were gonna say something before my siblings interrupted you," Estonia explained avoiding Finland's eyes a bit. Since Finland was just quiet, Estonia continued " You said 'I would be happy with...' What were you about to say?" Estonia asked. Finland turned his head now and looked at Estonia. "I would be happy with you," He whispered after a small moment looking Estonia in his eyes. Finland didn't smile. He had the expression he had almost always. Emotionless. But Estonia heard his tone which was possibly the warmest he had ever heard from Finland. Even though it was just a whisper.

Both of them were quiet for a few moments looking at each other. Finland saw a tiny smile appearing on Estonia's face. "Then be happy with me," He said. Finland looked at him. Repeating the words he just had heard in his mind. Almost automatically he leaned a bit closer and closed the gap between them. A long and passionate kiss between them was something that either of them had never felt before. Finland had never felt it like that with anyone else. Both of them enjoyed the feeling of the other's lips against their owns. Like this was the one thing they had always been needing but hadn't realized earlier what it was. They parted to get some air and smiled to each other. "Deal," Finland said and wrapped his hands around Estonia. The sun outside kept rising as the two of them fell asleep in spoon in the shady bedroom.