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Trixie's POV

I sat in the car while Kim drove me back to the apartment that I am staying in. I can't believe what I saw. David kissing another woman in a pool. I thought he loved me? I thought he cared? We were about to get married.

"Trixie." Kim started.

"I don't even wanna talk about it Kim." Then I broke down crying again.  Why does this need to happen to me? I have been nothing but a great fiance to him. I never cheated. I loved him with all that I am. Why does it have to be me that gets to be heartbroken in the end?

We arrived at my apartment. I can't stop crying. I sat in the sofa and cried for what feels like hours until I heard someone knocking and opening the door.

"Trixie. Hey. Kim called me and said you needed to talk to me. I was in a meeting. What is this?" David asked. This fucktard is for real.

"What is this?" I pulled up the phone that I saw outside my apartment and shoved it in his face. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS DAVID?!" I shouted. Feeling exhaustion and pain taking over my body.

"I don't know! Where did you get that?" David asked. I just stared at him. Straight in the eye.

"Trixie I am sorry." He said. I slapped him across the face and hit him in the chest.

"What have I done to you?! AM I NOT ENOUGH DAVID?! ARE YOU REALLY THAT EXCITED TO HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE BECAUSE I AM NOT ALLOWING YOU TO DO IT WITH ME?!? CAN'T YOU REALLY WAIT UNTIL WE GET MARRIED!!" I shouted and slapped him across the face once more.

I looked at him. Regret flashing in his eyes. I shook my head and wiped the tears that were streaming down my face. I looked at my ring finger and removed the ring he gave me. I genuinely smiled at him, took his hand and put the ring in his palm.

"I hope you find someone new David. I love you." I said and went upstairs to my room. I cried and cried and cried for the rest of the night and slept away the pain that I was feeling.

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The next day, I went to Buttercup Events with envelope on my hand. I walked towards Kim's office and knocked. I opened the door and smiled at her. She smiled back at me and told me to come in and have a seat. I inhaled deeply and exhaled and looked at Kim and handed her the envelope.

"WHAT?! NO!! YOU CAN'T BE SERIOUS!!" Kim said, without even reading the paper inside the envelope.

"Kim I was -"

"NO NO NO!! THIS CANNOT BE TRIX!! JUST BECAUSE OF DAVID YOU'LL LEAVE US?!! UNACCEPTABLE." Kim said. I heard Adore, Pearl, Courtney and Bianca went inside and have shocked faces.

"Trix, you're leaving?" Pearl asked.

"TRIX YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE US!!" Adore said.

"But I-" I tried to say but Kim wailed like a dolphin and cried on her table. I smiled at my friends.

"Guys. Stop. I am not resigning. I'm just taking a day off. A year off." I said.

I heard my friends exhaled and they all went to hug me. I smiled at them and closed my eyes while my friends and I are doing a group hug.

"I'm gonna miss you all. Although, I know I wouldn't because you will visit my mom's house EVERY DAY while I am on off." I said. They all laughed.

"Well, true." Courtney said.

"You almost gave me a heart attack Trixie. You can take a year off. Or 2 years. Or 3. I am not saying that I won't be sad about it because I will. I will lose my best event organizer in the company but I understand it completely and I hope you get better soon." Kim said. I smiled at her and hugged my best friend. I cried on her shoulder. I pulled away and felt Kim kissing my cheek.

I smiled at them and hugged each of my friends and went out the office. I hope I'll be better soon.

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3 years after

I sat on my bed, scrolling on my phone. It has been three years since David and I split and I already moved on. I haven't started work yet and I have been off of work for 3 years. I am getting short on money but I can't seem to go back to work yet. There is still a gap in my heart and I can't seem to fathom what is it.

"Trixie. You have a visitor." My mom said while knocking on my door. I opened the door for her and looked at her. Concern written all over her face.

"Who is it?" I asked. I know that it is not my friends. Because if it was, they will just barge inside my room and be very comfortable. My mom didn't answer and just went downstairs. I was confused so I closed the door behind me and went downstairs.

I looked at the living room and instantly knew who the person is. I went closer to him and stood right in front of him while he sat at the sofa. He stood up once he saw me, his eyes sparkled with hope. I looked at him and smiled. I can still see how beautiful he is with his eyeglass and his smile. I remembered once again why I loved him in the first place.

"Hi. Here. This is for you." David said and handed me a bouquet of flowers. 3 years since the last time I saw him and my heart still skipped a beat for his little gesture like this. He hasn't stopped texting me but after 1 year and a half, I got annoyed buy it and changed my number.

"Thank you. What are you doing here?" I asked and smiled at him genuinely. This person broke my heart and here he is, having a very very calm Trixie in front of him.

"I'm good. Trixie, I am so sorry. Please take me back. My life has been a mess without you. I dumped the girl the moment you dumped me. I don't want her Trix, I want you. Please." He knelt in front of me with the engagement ring on his hand. It's like he is proposing to me all over again. I was holding the bouquet and looked at him. My heart beat racing faster and faster.

I sat the bouquet on the sofa and grabbed both of his arms and stood him up. I caressed his cheeks and kissed him on the cheek. I grabbed the ring from his hand and put it on his palm and closed his hand.

"I have moved on David. And I hope you soon will too." I said and hugged him. He cried hard on my shoulder and hugged me as well.

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I laid on my bed and contemplated whether to go back to work. Maybe it's time for me to come out of this hell hole called myself and finally do what I am good at. Being an events organizer. I picked up my phone and dialed Kim's number.

"Hey! What's up?" Kim answered.

"I think I am going back to work." I said and heard Kim gasped.

"FINALLY! And just in time. We have a project that we need to close. There is an upcoming event that WERQ, the biggest tele-communication company in LA, is kinda planning and I was hoping that we will be the one to close the deal and I need my best event organizer to handle it. You think you can handle this?" Kim asked.

I thought about it this might be the biggest project that we'd ever have if we ever close this deal. I haven't been working for 3 years and this project is big already. Can I do it?

"Yeah, I'll do it. I can handle it."

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