may 5, 2020, tuesday 5:00 am i woke up and did the usual. 6:00 am after that, i wore this:
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then i grab my bag and head to sm ent. 7:00 am in the agency, i saw them sitting at the couch and sat beside renjun while greeting them comfortably and i said "i'll just buy coffee at sum, who wants to come with me?" then jaemin stood up with me and we head to sum cafe.
at the cafe, we ordered two cold brew coffee's and when we got it, we got head back. 7:30 am still heading back, jaemin stopped and started crying then i looked around if somebody sees us which luckily has no one around then i hugged him as he continues crying while i pat his back.
when he stopped, i wiped his tears and said "hey, what's wrong?" while looking with worry to his eyes then he said "it's just that i'm really sorry to my members because of the rumor that i'm dating someone... it's just been over my mind for a while and since i've been making mistakes on stage make it really hard to get it off my mind but i really want to say sorry to my members to get it off but we're too close to say that to each other" then i said "do you want me to help you?" then he nodded and i said "alright, don't cry, ok?" while cupping his face then he smiled and we head back while drinking our coffee. 8:00 am when we got back, renjun stood up and suddenly drank a bit of my coffee from the straw and i said "what the?" then i smiled while laughing and renjun just giggled then i said "so, guys..." then they looked at me and jaemin and i continued saying "well, jaemin has something to say" then jaemin said "i know this will be cringy since we're very close with each other and what i was going to say was i'm sorry because of the rumor about me dating and that messed up the choreo and stuff" then they said "it's ok" then they comforted him and after that, we continued to talk and joke more while sitting on the couch. 9:00 am still talking, i posted this:
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then the manager approached us saying that dream should get ready for their radio show and when they finished, we headed to the radio show. 11:30 am when we arrived in the radio show, we greeted the people at the radio show with respect and dream sat on the chairs while all of us wait for the time for the radio show to start. 12:00 pm when it was time to start the radio show, we just watched them as they have fun in cultwo show which is the radio show.
1:30 pm when they finished, we head back to sm ent. 2:30 pm when we got back, they changed their clothes except for renjun and took off their make up. 3:00 pm when they finsihed doing that, i said "you guys need to take a pic now" then jisung just laughed at their reaction to why did they take off their make up then they started taking pics while continuously talking to each other. 4:00 pm when we finished, they started posting their pictures in twitter and more while i just continously like the tweets. 5:00 pm after a while, haechan left for his sched with nct 127 as dream starts their live in ig and vlive.
5:30 pm when they finished, i said "i'll go now" then i just did my handshake with each of them and surprisingly, renjun suddenly hugged me and i accepted it and then we separated and i smiled at them and headed back home with my bag. 6:30 pm in my room, i put my bag on it's place and did my routine. 7:30 pm when i finished, i wore my pj's and sta on a chair, facing the computer, and started doing something for friday. 9:30 pm when i really finished from doing it, i fixed the stuff at the table and once i did, i layed myself on the bed and slept.
