The Random thoughts of a complicated one

A note from the author

Hello everyone!

This is the first time I'm writing a book that full of poems that has been left unsaid. These poems will probably be my deepest, darkest secret, that I'm pretty sure the ones who's experiencing this will find out what it is.

My notes became my diary that full of poems, dreams, happy and sad memories, and letters that no one knows. This is honestly a private one to me, but I just want to share it to you guys, mostly to those people who are in a situation like mine (hope you figure it out) the ones who will be able to relate using this art, and one more reason is that, I'm doing this because I'm hella bored because we're on a quarantine mode that this creature (virus) have caused, called Covid19.

If you're in a complicated situation, having a hard time believing in yourself, facing your demons, still fighting for what you thought is right and fighting your sadness, then these poems is for you.... but somehow not. This will make you relate but it will make you.....

sad.

and I already warned you.

But I still promise you that there are happy thoughts and positive ones that i wrote when i'm happy. Since I really looked like a positive and happy one..... well, that's what they see, so yeah I considered myself as one.

But I'm saying to you now that i'm not depress okay? but I used to.