Tadashi couldn't get much sleep.
He tried his best to,but thoughts kept on clouding his head. It took all his strength to get out of bed. Fuck, he was a mess. Visible dark circles underneath his eyes. He would stay home,but he wanted to avoid the scolding that he would receive if he was gonna skip school.
He made his way to the shower and took a warm bath hoping it would drown out his drowsiness. Well, that didn't help him.
He started to put on his clothes.He started to like the blazer. He felt that he looked good,well better than how he looked before at least,but that won't change how he saw himself.
The voices are getting to him.
He dried his hair with a towel then started to comb it gently, not having enough energy to comb it with a faster pace. His hair was getting longer. Should he cut it? Maybe..
He skips all the extra shit he did the day before.
The glasses, tying his hair,snappy attitude? Bro that was vomit inducing.
He's keeping the blazer tho. He likes the blazer.
He makes his way down the stairs.
"Mornin' Tadashi" Takahiro says while looking up from the newspaper he was reading.
"Hey dad" Tadashi says taking a seat at the table.
Kohana sets down some food on the table.
"Eat up Tadashi. Don't wanna go to school on an empty stomach, do you?"
"I'm not hungry"
"If you faint again, I'm not picking you up from school—"
"I WAS JOKING"
"Thoughts so."
Tadashi starts to eat. Kohana smiles. "Since when has my baby been all grown up?"
He chuckles
"I'll always be your baby mom"
"Not until you get a girlfriend sweetie"
Tadashi's smile starts to fade,Tadashi never brought up his sexuality,nor did his parents. His parents never talked bad about sexuality,but the fear of rejection from the people he cares about,even just the thought of it, can send Tadashi into tears.
Well it's not like I can tell her 'Hi mom sorry to be more of a disappointment,but I'm a homosexual so that means I love dick!' Tadashi lets out a chuckle.
"Whatever you say."
He finishes his food then takes a sip from his water.
Tadashi gets up. He pushes back his chair. "I'll go get ready"
He walks up the stairs.
He makes his way to the bathroom and starts to brush his teeth. When he finished,he splashed his face with water and stared at the mirror.
He lets out a sigh. He dries his face with a towel then gently places it on the counter.
He makes his way out of the bathroom, picks up his bag and his gym bag, and makes his way down the stairs.
"I'm gonna go now, buh bye!!"
"Bye sweetie, take care!"
"You better have dinner with us!!"
Tadashi slips on his shoes "I will bye!!"
He walks out the door and closes it gently.
He starts to walk towards school.
'Gosh, lets get this over with'
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Sorry for the slow updates. 🤧🤧 I'm not used to having a lot of readers.
