ship: janah
type: fluff
warnings: self-harm warning :(
request: OhMyMaynard✨⚡️
jack smiles softly as the waitress gets jack another glass of water. today was his and jonahs two year anniversary and jonah was no were in sight.
he had been waiting at the fancy restaurant for about an hour and a half, calling and texting jonah. they had been planning this dinner for a while so there was no reason he shouldn't be there.
this was their big night and jonah had to come along and ruin it. this wasn't like him though. usually, he would be right there and ready to take him out.
his mind was set on something else. was jonah falling out of love with him?
jack tears up as he looks at the empty seat. he pulls out his phone and rings jonah once again. it goes to voicemail and he sighs, letting a tear slip down his cheek.
"hey jo. you didn't come today i was just wondering where you are. are you safe? please call me back. i'm leaving the restaurant." jack hangs up the phone and grabs his jacket.
he leaves a five-dollar bill for the waitress just for the inconvenience and the unused table. he slowly stands up and puts on his jacket, wiping the tears that feel. he didn't want to break down in the restaurant.
he left the table with his arms sadly crossed over his body. he passed a small wave to the hostess as he left the establishment. the next action jack would be doing is not desirable.
jack had struggled with self-harm in the past but he was able to keep a decent streak once he met jonah. he had a couple of slip-ups but that's just part of life.
the thing about self-harm is that it only takes one event to send you over the edge. it doesn't have to be a major thing like a death or a fight, it could just be a comment.
once someone or yourself says something that triggers that mindset, its like a disease. it spreads throughout your brain and next thing you know you're breaking down on your bathroom floor with a pocket knife in your hand.
the aftermath is even worse than the cutting. the disappointment and sadness that goes through your head once you've seen how you failed is just as painful.
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"your notes flat again," jonah says with a chuckle. corbyn groans as he takes off his headphones. daniel and jonah both giggle as he storms out of the sound booth.
"let me hear." jonah plays it back and lets the singing play through their studio. "that's literally perfect," corbyn says with a huff. jonah shakes his head with a smirk.
"i'm telling you it's not." corbyn looks at daniel with puppy dog eyes. "tell him i'm doing it right," corbyn says with a pout. daniel shakes his head, kissing him on the cheek.
"babe, try it one more time." corbyn rolls his eyes and storms back into the studio. daniel giggles as he sits down next to jonah in a rolling chair.
"do you think he will like it" jonah says, referring to the ring his pocket. daniel nods his head as corbyn begins to sing. "he will love it jo, don't stress."
he plays around with the ring, letting it glide through his fingers. "i think i'm going to propose with his family around. that would be cute, right?" daniel nods with a smile. "he will love anything you do."
jonah nods as he continues to listen to corbyn. this time, corbyn sang the notes right making daniel and jonah cheer. "finally" daniel says with a smile.
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why dont we one shots
Fanfictionlots and lots of gay requests are open so suggest away there will be mature content so don't read it if you don't like it started: 6/4/19 ended: 1/22/20