TW: implied self harm, anorexia, and bulimia
~Roman's POV~
"KIDDO'S BREAKFAST IS READY!!"
I was awoken by Patton calling us for breakfast. "Coming!" I said as I got out of bed, and when I looked in the mirror all I saw were my scars, all over my forearms from over the months. I looked away from the mirror and put on a dark red long sleeved shirt with some jeans and then went downstairs to eat breakfast.
Patton was making eggs and bacon for breakfast, while Logan was on the couch reading a book. "Oh, Heya kiddo!" Said Patton when he spotted Roman at the stairs. "How many bacon and eggs?" " one egg and two bacon" I replied, "alright!" Said Patton as he went to go make his breakfast. Just as Patton went to the fridge to get an egg, Virgil walked downstairs. " 'Sup" I just slightly waved back because a few months ago, I realized he had grown feelings for the anxious emo, and I tried my best to show them little as possible, even if that meant not talking to him much or fighting with him when I did speak to him.
"Hey Virge! How many bacon and eggs?" Virgil glanced over at him " two eggs and four bacon, please." "Okay!" Patton started making breakfast and Virgil sat on the couch, listening to his music while I just leaned against the wall, letting my mind wander. After what seemed like a few minutes, breakfast was ready. "Alright guys, let's eat!"
I ate sorta slow because I actually didn't want to eat, but I still forced myself to eat so that no one was suspicious. After breakfast I went to my bathroom and forced myself to throw up. After a few seconds I threw up most of my breakfast and then I flushed the toilet, washed my hands, then went to my balcony for some fresh air. After a long time I decided to go back into my room to see if I can think of a new video idea. I gave up after five minutes, and went to lay on my bed with thoughts swirling around my head.
USELESS!!
WEAK!!
PATHETIC!!!
My thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking at the door. "Hey kiddo, wanna come downstairs to play a few games?" "Sure Pat!" "Great!" I heard him skip away and then I got up to go downstairs and play a few games.
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Hey guys! I hope you liked the chapter, (I'm sorry it's so short) I've been procrastinating on it for so long that I thought I might as well just start writing it this evening, and it took a couple hours just to finish it. 😞 Bye!💜
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Roman's secrets (prinxiety angst)
FanficRoman had depression and anorexia, but no one else knew about it, until Virgil found him on his balcony after dinner. This is my first fanfic so I hope you enjoy!! There might be fluff in this story but let's just see how that goes. WARNING!! There...
