far too far, better in.

elli's song

Pulling out my hair

Screaming in my head

Realizing that my friends don't understand

I want to tell them

What's wrong

But they will worry, I need to be strong

Panic eating me

Alive

Paranoia is my disguise

I can't help you

Please go away

I can solve your problems every day

I need to be

Alone

I can't solve my problems

So why don't you solve your own

I need I to save myself
Before I save you
Stop making me feel bad
For stuff I didn't do

Trying to shut my mouth
So I don't hurt you
Please go somewhere else
I need to sort this out

Please see that

I'm not mad at you

I'm just paranoid

Please know this

That I love you

And that's why I act

So annoyed

You are my dear friend
And I won't hurt you
And I will be there
And I will love you

And that's why I act mad
So that you won't see
The monsters that I hide
Are killing me

I will not save myself

Before I save you

Stop making you feel bad

For stuff you didn't do

I will not close my mouth

I will tell the truth

Dear friend don't go away

Because I love you

And I really do

I love you

I love you

I love you