I groom myself for bedtime then I grabbed my journal. Isang maliit na notebook lamang 'to na nabili ko sa National Bookstore. I started keeping journals since August 21, 2007. Almost a decade huh? Nakakatuwa lang kasing may nababalikan kang memories of both good and bad. Syempre, childish tampuhan madalas. Most of the time, sa pagsusulat ko din nabubuhos ang kabadtripan ko sa mundo. It gives relief. Really.
Another morning came...
"Umagang kay Ganda, Ms. Melissa Ilinita Herbito. You are beautiful!" imagine mo nlang yung mala-intro ng isang pageant yung pagbigkas ng pangalan? Yun yun!
Quarter to 9 when I left home for my 9:30 class. Byaheng 30 minutes ang distansya mula sa amin. Mag-allocate ka pa nyan para sa traffic. Pheeew!
I am a graduating BSBA Entrepreneurial Marketing student as isang renowned institution. Government funded pero world-class ang standards. So proud! It's my own choice sa course kaya I found my heart there na din. Ever since I was a child and hasn't encounter glimpse of the corporate world, I dreamed of standing in front of panel members and presenting my proposal. Unconsciously and gradually, that desire of mine is coming into perfection. And you know what excites me most? Yung magsuot ng tensil skirts, blazers at formal wear in every day basis yan xa ha. Proud na proud siguro maxado si Mama and Teddy na makita akong ganyan.
Moving on, challenging ang buhay kolehiya pero binabalance ko ang life sa skwela at buhay dalaga.
I've been single for a year already last 27th of July. I'm fine with that and it's no biggy for me kasi I have lots of male, female, lesbians and gay friends. I have a beautiful family relationship. In short, I'm filled with love already.
Anyareh? Let's say our relationship is not workable. Parang business concept na di feasible kasi management aspect is incompetent and weak.J
"WHATEVER! Hi best" biglang sumulpot sa likuran ko at nagkiss sa cheeks.
"Oh! Whatever, too" sabay kaming tumawa nun. I'm with Celine Jayne Porlas, my ever loyal at tumetrending sa buhay ko. She's my bestfriend since 100 BC. Charooowt! She's a Maranao and I'm a Christian. And we don't care! We respect each other. We're much of sisters.
"May inaantay ka?" sabi ni Celine habang nag-aayos ng gamit sa bag.
"Wala naman.Actually, meron.Ikaw!" I say it with beautiful eyes.
"Talaga naman oh! Yan na ba bagong lesson ninyo? Ang mambola?"
"I love you best"
"I hate myself for loving you so much"
"ayyyy kadiri!"
"Whatever" sabay na kami nyan and nag-echo sa lobby. Buti nalang kokunti lang ang tao.
"Best, you know what kagabi...someone gotten to my nerves. Arghhh!"
"Ooooh di nga?" may palayo-layo effect pa "Ang ever patient at milya-milyang kung makastretch ng understanding si Melissa Ilinita Herbito eh nainis na?"bakit ba ang daming gestures ng babaeng 'to? Now with her right hand waving in the air.
"ayyyy ang OA! So ganyan ka makaintro??" sabay gaya sa ginawa nya kanina "Adik! Oo best.Hambog maxado ba. Kahit may hitsura siya, wala naming breeding. Tsuuh!
"okay. Saree! Bakit ba?" seryoso na xang nakinig ngayon.
"Kasi naman po kung makaangkin lang ng daanan tas umiinsist teh! Nung ayaw talaga eh inaapakan ko lang naman paa niya, I held his wrist tight at nilagay sa likuran nia sabay tulak. Tumakbo na ako nun sabay sigaw na 'HAMBOG'"
"Best? Ano yun, adrenaline rush? For the record, nag-enrol ka nga sa Taekwondo class nung 8 years old ka pa lang. At alalahanin natin, hindi mo natapos ang session. Ano yun, partida?Grabe ka teh?!"
"Kasi naman erset maxado! Fine!"
"Oooh chill baby. Asan na yung "Umagang kay ganda. You're darn beautiful" mo? Wasak na ata umaga mo"
Nang paglingon ko..
"OMG! Speaking of the devil, he's heading towards us best. Yang lalaking nakapink."
Na nilingon naman ni Celine..
"Hooookay.Cute nga xa. Nice physique. Pwedeng i-friend nalang natin?"alam mo yung mukhang nang-aasar? Kalurkey!
"Baliw ka? Oh God. Never! Bakit naman kasi hindi pa ako naorient na andito xa nagschool?" pabulong kong hinirit.
"Papa God naman. Wag ganito." Sabay tingin sa ulap. May nagstrike na light na parang falling star sa umaga. "Weird huh?"
"So?" celine interrupted.
"Talikod na bilis."
"Oh best.. I can sense na few steps at anjan na xa"
"Excited ka teh? Shut up"
Then poof!
"psst"
I was like "OOOOOO-EEEM-GEEEEEE"!!!
BINABASA MO ANG
Into My Twisted Sphere
Teenfikce*** "What if I fell in love with my own blood?" this question has been bugging me since adolescence.." What if?" *** This is a story of a college girl and her journey into the twisted world of reality. How she conquered the odds with head held high...
