Bangtan Series: "BAENAP" //KimSeokjin//18+ ✔️

Chapter 21: Jin and Y/n

*Your P.O.V.*

After what you and Jin did at the kitchen... Whatever it was.... You both went to Jin's room for a cuddle.

"Are you sure you don't want to eat first before sleeping?" Jin asked.

"No thanks.. After what we did at the kitchen. I somewhat felt sleepy. That.... Was tiring." you said.

Jin chuckled at your response.

"I kind of missed that feeling of pleasure we both gave to each other." He said and looked at you.

You looked back at him. You admit that those feelings of pleasure surely felt comforting. And seems like you have been feeling that pleasure with Jin before. You smiled at that thought.

"I surely hope you will gain your memories back." Jin said.

"I also do hope as well, Jin." you replied.

After a good rest, morning came. You woke up in Jin's arms. You felt safe when he wraps his arms around you. The feeling was mutual. Everyday your love for Jin grew bigger and bigger. You can't deny that you are a bit sad for Jin that you had to forget some of your memories with him.

You then grew sad. There is this one thing you didn't confess to Jin since you woke up. You just felt that he must not know you have a piece of your memory. A bad one. You are afraid if you are ready to tell him that memory.

That aweful memory of you... And your ex-boyfriend.... You're evil ex-boyfriend and all of his traumatic actions towards you.

Ever since you woke up, of all the memories you should have remembered the first thing came to your mind was him... Koo Sungjae.

You wanted to forget that memory and you know only Jin made you feel happy again and made you forget about Sungjae. But right now with you having amnesia, all of those painful memories came to you like lightning.

You wanted to confess, but you don't want to worry Jin. You felt it's better to keep the fear and pain to yourself. You don't want to add anymore pain towards Jin.

You still somewhat fear Jin abit. You fear that Jin might do the same thing what Sungjae did. You can't remember what really happen before the accident. You even thought it was Jin who caused that accident and you are afraid he is twisting the story up.

What if Seokjin is the same as Sungjae?

What if Seokjin will beat you up as well?

What if it was Seokjin who made the car crash?

You looked at Jin and his angelic face. Could Jin do those things to you? You asked yourself that question.

Since you got this amnesia, nothing more will work but only trust yourself for now. You must not trust anyone, not your office mates, not Bangtan Boys, and not even Kim Seokjin.

You want to know all of the answers about everything happened before your accident. But it all seems blurry. You know thtat you have been seeing some scenarios with Bangtan Boys and it felt assuring and calm. But the thought of them having the same attitude of your ex worries you.

You know you are being delusional right now, but the thing is, you lost all of your memories, how can trusting others be a thing when you are very troubled trusting yourself.

You don't know.. Maybe you are the crazy one here trying to commit suicide and caused things to crash. You pushed that thought away, because you never felt suicidal since you woke up. It was just one of your useless theories about yourself.

Jin started to open his eyes trying to wake up. Once his eyes opened wide and saw you, he smiled. The most handsome smile you have ever seen in your life.