A Letter For Him [Epistolary]

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Hey, Kaizen.

When I got home, I told Mom and Dad about it. They were sad and dismayed. I didn't know that they assumed that there's something special between us, too, that's why they felt like that. Same us to your parents. Too bad there wasn't.

To be honest, I missed you. I didn't see you even if your house is just in front of ours. I haven't seen you came out. Are you...with Janna? Did you spend your break with her?

The thought of that saddens me. I am still affected, you see. I can't help but to feel hurt. I didn't know that love will make me feel like this. Ridiculous, isn't it? I think it's understandable. I can't unlove you that easily.

But I still assumed that no matter how deep I've fallen into, there's a rope that will help me lift myself up. Before I thought there's no way anymore, but I won't let myself continue loving someone who can't love me back. It's painful in my part.

I will slowly move forward.

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