A Letter For Him [Epistolary]

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Hey, Kaizen.

This is probably my last letter for you. I'll be leaving few hours from now and my parents are getting ready for my departure.

I'm actually thinking the whole night of giving this journal to you. Together with a chuckie. I don't want this to stay as a secret. I want you to know everything...even if it's late. I know I'm asking too much but can you...not forget about me? Not as someone who loves you, but someone who's with you during the days. Because I will remember you that way, too.

I didn't regret anything that happened to us. Our moments together and how you made my heart flutter to it's finest. I will not forget about it. Because...why would I, right?

I fell in love

I felt happy

I got hurt

I cried

And decided to move forward.

And for me, it was an awesome experience. At least I got to be with you. I got to experience how it feels like to be with you and spent my days with you. And that memories will stay as a good part in my heart.

Falling in love with you is one of the best thing that happened to me. You made me feel different kinds of emotions that made me realized a lot of things. Hurting in the process of loving you is not your fault. So don't blame yourself, okay? My heart can't help but to fall for you. I can't stop it anymore and when I realized my feelings, it was too late. And even if you didn't feel the same way, I'm still thankful.

Loving you isn't a mistake. It was a realization.

A realization to open my eyes to the world and learn to accept even if it's hard. Because life is like that, right? Accept and move on.

You are a good yet bumpy experience for me. And I hope that if ever we see each other in the future, you'll remember someone like me.

I will always remember that I knew someone like you.

Someone like Kaizen Paul McKler.

Moving forward,

Prischelle Trace.

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