A Letter For Him [Epistolary]

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Hey, Kaizen.

JD volunteered to send me home using his car. I didn't know that he was there before I could even approached you. He didn't talk nor uttered any single word during the trip. When he told me that he'll drive me home, I didn't argue. He just pulled me by holding my wrist gently and the next thing I knew, I was in front of our house.

And Mom saw us together since she just got home from buying something at the convenience store. I saw how her eyes held confusion as she was staring at JD, then back to me. But she didn't open her mouth to ask any thing. She just guide me to enter the house and thank JD for the ride.

I was pre-occupied and went straight to my room and locked the door. I don't feel like talking to anyone. My mind was still stucked at the scene that happened earlier. I have a lot of question running inside my mind and I think I'm going crazy finding an answer.

Do you like her? Since when did you two met? Was it during the time I didn't saw you the whole day? Since when, Kaizen? Or you already knew her before we became close?

I felt a tear fall from my eyes as I'm writing this. I don't even know why it came out. I felt so sad. Was she the reason why you didn't answer all of my calls and reply to my messages?

Please, tell me, Kaizen. I think I'm going crazy because of it.

Yours truly,
P.T

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