forbidden love (hawks x reader) [complete]

Chapter 3

⚠️Trigger warning⚠️
Abuse

Y/n's pov

"Remember to be on your best behaviour," Aizawa said. "yes sir," we all said in unison before walking off to the different trains. "we should be on that one," I said to tokoyami. We walked over and got on.

Timeskip

We walked into hawks' agency. There were people everywhere. We managed to get to the front desk through the crowd of people. "hello, we're the interns from ua" tokoyami said "ah yes, we've been expecting you (I read that in a creepy voice and now I'm scared) go to the elevator, up to the top floor, then hawks' office is right at the end of the hall" the lady instructed us. We thanked her and went to the elevator.

I knocked on the door and heard hawks say "come in" I opened the door. His office was huge! There was huge windows and a couch in the middle with a couple of desks of to the side though only one of them had stuff on. Hawks was sitting on one of the couches. He smiled at us and gestured for us to sit down. I sat by him while tokoyami took the other couch.

"so, tell me about your quirks," hawks said. Tokoyami explained his (I'm too lazy to explain it😅) and then hawks turned to me. "so shorty, what's your quirk?" he asked. "well it's called elemental transformations and basically I can control all four elements but I gain something from each one. So there's water where I gain gills, fire where I gain wolf ears and a tail, earth where I gain elf ears and nothing has happened when I control air yet." I explained.

We just talked about random stuff like hero work and villains for a couple of hours. "we should probably get going back to my house now" hawks said. We all stood up and walked outside.

We arrived at halks' house and got out of the car. He showed me to my room and walked off to give me some space and show tokoyami his room. I unpacked my stuff and lay on the bed. I didn't realise how tired I was so I fell asleep.

Timeskip

I woke up and checked the time 10 pm?! I've been asleep for 4 hours! Damn, I'm starving. I walked out of my room and heard voices downstairs. I found tokoyami and hawks talking in the living room. "hey shorty, you're finally awake" hawks said with a smirk. I rubbed my eyes "sorry, I haven't had much sleep lately" I said sleepily. "it's fine, there's some food in the kitchen for you" he said. I walked into the kitchen and found a plate of chicken with a note on it '𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚢' I rolled my eyes and sat at the table to eat. I picked up my phone and opened the class 2a group chat

Uravity☁️
Hey guys!

Deku🥦
Hi Uraraka~chan

Uravity☁️
HI Deku!
Are you Ok?

Deku🥦
Yep!
What about you

Uravity☁️
I'm good
Have you heard from l/n?

Deku🥦
No

Uravity☁️
I'm worried about her

Deku🥦
She's probably in training
That's the whole point of the internships

Uravity☁️
Good point

H/n🌈
Hey guys!
Don't worry I'm fine
I just fell asleep😅

Uravity☁️
Hi, l/n!
Glad you're OK!
🤦‍♀️😂

I smiled at my phone. I'm lucky to have friends like them. Suddenly, I felt my phone being lifted out of my hands. I looked up to see hawks holding my phone "no boyfriends, they can distract your training". "hey give it back! I don't have a boyfriend (cuz I'm gay. Except for the sake of this story y/n can't be gay😔) they're just friends." he seemed almost happy when he heard I didn't have a boyfriend. He gave my phone back to me and sat down. "where's tokoyami?" I asked. "he went to bed, I would say you should too but considering (666 mother fucker😈) you slept for so long earlier, I'm assuming you're not tired." he smirked. I just rolled my eyes playfully. "hey, you know when I first met you? Like when I stopped you from dying?" he asked. "ye?" I replied, slightly confused. "if you don't mind me asking, why did you try to kill yourself?" he asked. "well I guess I just wanted to leave this pathetic world" I replied. "but, think about all the things you could've missed, not to mention the people that would miss you like your friends, fami-" I cut him off "my family wouldn't care if I left, they'd honestly be happy. And no I'm not saying that just because it's what I think, it's what I know, they hate me." he looked shocked "how do you know that?" he asked. "oh I don't know, maybe because they remind me every day how useless I am, how I'm a waste of skin, how I should die, the way they abuse me it ju-" I started before hawks cut me off "they abuse you?!" he asked shocked. "ye" I muttered before pulling up my sleeve showing bruises and scars "I don't self-harm, I know I'm depressed and all but I would never do that, I don't get the point in it. To me, it's not hurt yourself at all or hurt yourself by committing suicide. Anyway, all my scars I say are from training but they're actually from my parents." he looked disgusted "I-I'm so sorry" he whispered. "don't be, it's not your fault." I said as I got up and took the plates over to the side "I'm going to go watch some TV or something" he followed me "I'm coming with you" we sat on the sofa and started watching movies together.

Hello! This chapter is a bit longer, that parts obvious😅. Anyway, I'm currently trying to catch up with schoolwork and wright 3 fanfics all at once so I may not update often. However, this is currently my favourite fanfic I'm writing and do you really expect me to do work? 😂😅 So this one will probably be updated more often. I honestly don't know just if I don't update for a while that's why.