Just Like a Memory | Yuwin ✔️

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I stumbled down the street, probably looking drunk, following the signs that lead to the bay. My mind was clouded by so many things. But mostly, it was him. Every corner I turned there was something that reminded me of him, sending chills throughout my body.

The sky was dark and cloudy, if I were in the countryside I wouldn't be able to see anything. The streetlights and the emitting light from the buildings making the streets visible.

I bumped into a few people as I made my way through the streets, apologising before continuing my way. I had been walking for roughly ten minutes when I finally saw the bay.

I tripped down the steps onto the sand, barely keeping myself upright at his point. I felt like my lungs were going to give in and my heart was going to explode. I couldn't focus on anything and my vision was blurred by tears.

After walking on the sand for a few seconds, I proceeded to take my socks and shoes off, stuffing the socks in the shoes and then tieing the laces together before dropping them onto the ground.

I continued to walk, trying to allow the sand to create a sense of comfort as my toes slid through the grains.

I tried to focus my hearing on the waves of the sea softly crashing together and onto the shore. But instead, I only became more aware of the thumping sound my body created as it rushed blood around it.

I widened my eyes, trying to keep myself from passing out, the pain draining me of energy as I continued to walk.

Nothing was getting better. My breathing was deep as my chest continued to tighten. My vision became even more blurred and my eyelids began to feel even heavier. I could hear and feel my blood pulsing through me, blocking out all other sounds. My legs felt like noodles as I struggled to hold myself up.

Eventually, they gave up. I dropped to the floor, just about managing to place my hands out in front of me, stopping my face from slamming into the ground. I was left on my knees. I carefully sat up slightly so I was sat on my feet, looking around the bay, trying to find anyone who I could ask for help. When I didn't see anyone, I reached into my pocket, pulling out my phone and turning it on.

The light burned my eyes but I forced myself through it, going to my contacts and finding Taeil's number. Just as I pressed his name a stinging sensation passed through my eyes. I forced them closed and looked up to the sky, accidentally dropping my phone on the ground.

When I was finally able to open them again I looked down but I couldn't make my phone out because of the blur. What I did see however was a figure in the distance. His shape was dark but appeared to be approaching.

But as it got closer, it became more clear. It was too familiar. It was him. The boy from my visions, dreams, memories. His hair was long and silver, different from how I saw it. But how is he here? I can't be seeing him. He needs to leave. Is he even real or is my mind playing tricks on me again?

"I want this pain to stop. I can't cope with it any more. It hurts too much. I've seen him enough, I don't want to be in pain anymore. I pushed it too far. I just want to make it stop" I cried out, wanting everything to just disappear.

But as he got closer it became clear that it can't be real. He isn't real. It's all just a dream and I'm ready to wake up.

I broke down, my eyes streaming tears as I collapsed on the sand, curling up in a ball to try protect myself. I can't cope anymore. I just want this to end. The pain is too much. I don't care if I never see him again, I just want it to go away.

I could hear a voice calling out. But as it got closer I could feel my whole body giving in.

"Winwin?" I heard a voice question cautiously. But before it could get any closer, everything went black. The voice was the last thing I heard, and a hand on my back being the last thing I felt before there was nothing.

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