once in a lifetime

Chapter 4

I put my head on the pillow, finally. i've been waiting for this moment all day and just now starting to realize what happaned tonight.

In some mirical way, I managed to avoid Jamie the rest of the evening. I can't let myself get involved too much, espically after so long.

I close my eyes, I'm so tired. but I can't sleep, all I can think about is to stay away. I need to think about the fact that I will never see him again.

The last time I let myself get involved I needed two months in Thailand Island to rebuild myself. Just to think about my ex boyfriend Marco, my all body start shaking. I really thought he was the one, I think the ring he gave me helped this feeling.

Stop thinking about him. espically after I found out he got engaged awhile ago. he's totaly not worth it.

My body start to sink in sleep. finally...

The thicking of my heels in driving my crazy. even after last night heels, my legs still want the comfort walking shoes. I log on my computer and go to make myself some coffee. I meet Nora at the kitchen "good morning, Emma," her smile is so tired.

"Good morning, I know how you feel" I give her understanding smile.

"David is gonna be late today, personal stuff, thank god. I think he is gonna be here at noon so we can breathe until than" Nora is David's personal assistant.

"I like him, but he can be so up tight sometimes. I hope last night went well for him so he can relaxe and enjoy life" I wink at Nora and sink in my chair.

I peek up my iphone to the beep sound and my jaw falls to the floor. 

"Good morning, The Emma Richard"

How the hell he got my phone number?! I can only think on one person... personal stuff my arse...

"Alex's place, tonight at 08:00"

what? no way, I can't do that.

"Don't make me wait , GOOD DAY"

I'm speechless, but what the hell am I gonna wear???