the wheels has just touches the groud, i can feel the shaking althought my eyes are closed. actually they close so hard i think my whole face is going to explode. i can feel my hands trumle and going up and down my leg. "it's okay" i think loudly. you are safe now.
i never liked flights. 'liked' it's understatment... i'm terrified of flights, espically the take off's. i literlly lose couple of years from my life. i know all the 'it's safer than cars' bullshit but still, i can't stand it. travling is somthing else. i love travel, so much i have business passport. it's just so many places i want to be in such short period of time mostly on my own. i know, it doesnt come toghther but i cant help it. at list it isnt pump in my way, i get over my feers, one of them...
i standing on the baggage claim, waiting for the last suitcase and of course main is the last one.it's big one, not as big as i wanted but i needed to be real. i just came back from NY, the flight and the middtown manhatten hotel was expensive enough, but worth every single dime.
i get a taxy home and text my mom i'm home and tired and i 'll talk to her tomorrow. i dont have the strenth to deal with million quetions. i unlock my door and barely realize what is the reflection in my eyes. my friend and house babysitter, elizabeth, lap dancing in the middle of my living room a handsome profile man. all i can see is that he got dark hair and very big chick bone. i walk on my tip toes to my room and shout the door very quietly. the smile on my freshly new york face has completely dissapeared. wellcome back to reality, Emma . the reality of lolliness.
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Romancei can feel the danger, i can feel the tears and pain. but i can seem to help myself to stop, Emma Richard knows she should stay away, but no one can resist Jamie Thomas, not even himself...
