it all started with a long lost brother

01. | idea

BERRY

I don't know what came upon me when I called him "my long lost brother". I felt a weird pull at my heart when I called him my brother of all things.

Him, as in Ray Lime, one of my closest friend, whom I feel the most comfortable towards and I don't know where the lines blurred between calling him my friend or imagining him as something more.

I never had this sort of feelings towards anyone, let alone a boy at that! I was very confused as to what directions my feelings were going.

I cared deeply for him and appreciated that no matter what he was right by side. But since I was confused by my own feelings, acting on them was out of the question. It would not only hurt him but me also.

But calling him my brother when it was highly opposite of it made me want to facepalm myself ; with a wall ; with spikes.

That was not what I was aiming for!

What was I aiming for anyways ?

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RAY

"Oh my gay lords, he called you brother!" A girl laughed, no cackled like the horrifying crow she was.

Yeah she was "a girl". I don't recognise her anymore. She DOESN'T have rights. Period.

You must be thinking who she is, don't worry I don't know her and you will also not!

Instead I will tell you how I, Ray Lime, got bro zoned by the guy I am in love with. And it wasn't even emphasised.

This girl is saying I overreact on matters to make it more "interesting" as she puts her finger quotes.

I'm like, no bish, I, the queen, just got bro zoned in the most  PLATONIC WAY EVER.

How will I ever show my face to my mom when she hears her future son in law is her present long lost son since he became my brother!

I am a disgrace!

"Oh shut your over dramatic monologue with the readers- hold up let me introduce myself, I am Casey Knight, this dramatic queen's knight although I rule the kingdom-" Casey was interrupted by yours truly, when I threw a pillow case on her, which held a dumbbell. Maybe. Maybe not.

As I was saying since I got terribly depleted in my health in this game of "Queen gets his Berry",it was time for some strategy planning.

Oh Berry? Yeah that's actually his name. It's really so cute, just like him. Do you know that I liked berry so much he brought himself berry flavoured lip balm. If only I get to taste it....

Oof!

Who the hell smacked the queen?!

I was the rubbing the side of my jaw when Casey had thrown the pillow case back to me.

"Seriously stop calling yourself queen in your head. I can hear it from miles. And I get nightmares!" She cried, trying to make sure it drilled in me.

Internally showing her my tongue and middle finger, I went back to thinking.

No more giving subtle hints. No more being the "I'm-your-Friend-slash-Brother" or "I'm-the-one-who-kills-the-damn-cockroach-when-I'm-scared-of-the-fucker-myself-but-I'll-do-it-since-you-are-my-bro".

"Damn, you have a brave heart." Casey whistled.

How the fuck can she listen to what I am saying?

No don't answer. I don't want to know if she can actually hear my thoughts. They can run a little, I swear, a little wild when it's about Berry. A little.

"Ok my knight in ugly ass skirts, give me ideas to show that I like like Berry. And so that oblivious sweetie pie sees it too. And understands the notion behind it. And finally pulls me in his arms with his tiny fingers so we can have that hot make out I've been dreaming about since ten." I told, looking dreamily in space, thinking about my cute Berry.

"First of all, ew. You are gross. If Berry heard that your dreams wouldn't be the one crushed, you'll be." She grimaced.

I rolled my eyes. "Berry can't hurt a fly."

"Oh no sweetie, he won't. I will. Under his orders. Get that straight to your mind or gay to your mind." She laughed at her own joke.

"You are my Knight not my future husband's."I said narrowing my eyes.

She showed me her tongue. Childish, all of you.

"If you want him to realise how much you "love" him. Take him on dates." She started but cut me off when I tried to open my mouth to speak, glaring at me. "And tell him that it is a date. A romantic one. That you are courting him. And you want it to end into dating and marriage and a whole lot of honeymoon phase with five kids." She finished looking quite proud of herself.

It wasn't exactly a bad idea, considering Berry is the most dense person I know. It would be plus point to see that blush on his face.

Hmm, how can I be straightforward without coming on too strong. I don't want him to think it is because he looks beautiful. I want him to know that he is beautiful and I love him.

"Bro it should be gay forward not straightforward."

Casey cackled while running around in my house as I chased her with the bath duck I had at the moment.

Later that night, under my covers I was searching through date ideas. And oh my god! More than two hundred.

If I take him to even a thousand it wouldn't matter unless I told him it was.

Berry beware I'm going to be gay forward .

Ew, Casey get out of my head.