Fake relationship

Still fake

The next day

Chases POV: I like charli a lot. And she likes me but I'm scared if we start a relationship and break up it would ruin our friendship. I mean she's all I have ever wanted and more. But I just don't wanna get hurt again. So I have to tell her I just wanna remain friends. She walks out of her room after waking up and I'm sitting on the couch. She says "good morning" I say "hi bestie good morning" she walks into the kitchen while stretching and looking cute. I ignore my feelings for her though. So I walk over to her while she is making cheerios. I say "hey charli can I talk to you in private?" She says "sure" we go upstairs to my room and we both sit on my bed. She says "so watcha wanna talk about?" While putting her Cheerios in her mouth. I say "okay I wanna talk about the kiss" she says "okay" I say "I think we just got caught up in the moment and we should just remain besties" her smile drops and she looks hurt but tries to hide it. She says "oh okay" softly. I can tell that she tries to brush it off but cant. She says "thanks for telling me" and puts a faint smile on her face.

Charlis pov: I am shook. I thought he liked me but I guess I'm just not good enough, pretty enough and so much more. I read my hate comments and they are all right. I am ugly, I am fat, I don't deserve the hype. Ugh I guess the closest I can be to being in any type of relationship with chase is when we are on camera and we're still gonna be fake. I walk into my room just blank with no emotion. I sit on my bed after shutting the door. And just take my pillow and scream in it so no one can hear. A tear drops from my face and I say out loud since there is no one in my room "charli your not going to cry over a boy that doesn't want you I wouldn't want myself why would he want me?" I suck up and wipe my tears away ignoring my feelings like usual.

Chases POV: as I go to walk downstairs I walk by charlis room and I hear her talking to herself. I hear her say "charli your not going to cry over a boy that doesn't want you I wouldn't want myself why would he want me?" My heart breaks in two. I feel so bad I fucked up. I walk down stairs and see nick and he sees that sadness on my face he says "dude what's up?" I say "I fucked up man" he says "how?" I say "well I told charli I didn't like her after we kissed last night and she likes me and I do like her but I'm just scared to fall for someone again" he says "man you can't be scared for falling for someone again it's been over a year since you have been in a relationship and you have only had random hookups since then. And think about it, do you see charli? She is beautiful! Any guy would love to date her and she's is kind, sweet, nice, generous and sm more so go get her man" I smile and hug nick. And go upstairs to go in charlis room.

Charlis pov: I hear a knock the door and say "come in" its chase. The last person I wanna see right now. I'm not mad at him I'm just embarrassed. So I pause the titanic and sit up (a/n we had a full convo about the titanic in the comments so I included it lol) He says "hey can we talk?" I say "yeah" and pat the bed so he will sit there. He sits down and I say "chase its fine we can remain besties" he grabs my hand and I look down. He says "charli can I tell you something?" I say "ofc you can tell me anything" he says "so when my girlfriend cheated on me last year I was devastated and cried myself to sleep every night for a month. I never wanted to think about falling for someone again. And then w-ell I met you I had liked you since I first met you but I never wanted to face my feelings but now I know I do" I blush and look down. I say "chase I don't wanna force you into anything you are one of my favorite human beings and I have also always liked you but I don't wanna make you rush into anything" he says "that's the thing charli I wanna be in a relationship I like you a lot you are so perfect in every way" I smile and say "are you sure?" He says "yes" I lean in and kiss him he kisses me back and I open my mouth and he takes advantage and slips his tongue in and I slightly moan and he pulls away and says "woah I like that sound" I laugh and then say "chasey we can't do anything more then this yet since I'm still sore and I think it's a bit fast" he says "that's okay cutie" and then I turn the titanic back on and we cuddle while watching it. When I start crying due to jack dying chase grips my waste and kisses my cheek. I smile and kiss his cheek back. I then say "okay let's get up and eat"